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“Do you enjoy sex with animals Mr. Tighe? What? No! Do you not enjoy the sex you have with animals? I don’t have sex with animals! But, if you did, would you enjoy it?”

“Father Benway chuckles and bends over the sink to snort the line of blow with a ten dollar bill from last Sunday’s collection plate.”

“But there are occasions when I have mercy on nervous system and slip a pill beneath my tongue, helps me socialize, helps me deal with past trauma…and this case helps me from descending into an abyss of neurological agony.”

“As usual my out of date mind is processing my emotions at the pace of a quadriplegic turtle.”

“is it better to bind yourself to your pain in the interest of keeping your conscience intact, or to allow desensitization to replace that pain with unfeeling emptiness?”

“You don’t look happy. You look like you’re... dead inside.”

“No one cares if your hand is flesh or bio plastics. Sorry. I forgive you for your outdated view of humanity.”

“I thought you were a believer now? I’m not a believer… I’m a scientist.”

“Whatever connection previously unrealized we may have shared vanishes, a strained cord snipped at the center by a huge pair of kitchen shears stained greenish-red from the insides of proverbial lambs dragged squealing from the warm comforting tits of their mothers, carried out of barns once thought safe and hauled into slaughterhouses abuzz with the whirring sound of grinding saws.”

“A chance for the idea to cross his mind that maybe he was just dreaming he was falling, it had the unreality of a dream so..maybe any minute now he’d start flying or get caught by spiderman or end up in an airplane having sex with the redhead from the gym.”

“When I was a teen, I even used melted butter when I ran out of lotion, because when you’re in a pinch, you improvise.”

“She thinks of the loving saint, planting his tainted seeds and grips her free hand tight against the stones so that she doesn’t flinch, doesn’t pull away.”

“They told us that he offered redemption even for the worst of us sinners. That he had helped to cleanse the darkness from the souls of those in Osenheim and that he could reconcile the light and dark in all of us.”

“Black stars in black mud A black sun, swollen. Infinite Nothing but dirt and shit and the dead all around”

He met the knight’s stare with his own and smiled. “Did I stutter, cunt?”

“Man serves God, not the other way round. If they call on a power to bend to their will, it’s not God who is answering. It’s usually the Devil involved, even if they think otherwise.”

“The old man had done things in his own youth, things he was not proud of, things that had haunted him in his sleep, if there was any hope to be had, the old man would be the one to know it, if not…..there was always the solace of a rope.”

“It must be so convenient to cope behind the façade of faith. You are going to learn the hard way. Evil exists. The Devil is real. And one day I am going to break you down. Break you down so hard that you will beg me for the sweet release of death. I am chaos. I am havoc. I am agony. And you are mine!”

“It was because he alone saw past their pleasant charade he decided, it was always that way with the cunning folk, they fained goodness and the humble life when in reality they were nothing more than godless pawns for the horned man downstairs.”

“Sometimes they’d wake me up and make me go in the barn, and take off my clothes, and make me bend over on the hay bales and…and…and…”

“I scoffed at the saying of ‘time heals all wounds.’ To me, time just makes it easier to learn to live with the wounds.”

“Now that I was financially secure for the moment and as high as I ever wanted to be, I realized that life still sucked, I have made it to the end of the rainbow only to find the pot of gold filled with shit.”

“I know that she must have asked us to play twister at least a dozen times, you know that fucking game where you bend around each other and shit?”

“No one deserved to go through so much heartbreak in a lifetime, let alone within a couple months.”

“The air is filled with malice, the kind that no natural being can feel. It is as black as the night, and it is conjured by deepest wrongs and darkest sins.”

“Of course, some of these girls will marry; marry men who have the same kind of life. What will they gain? They’ll gain someone to hold conversations with in the few hours at night between work and sleep.”

“The town is behind on many things: education, women’s rights, and housing limitations—resulting in slums growing in the outskirts of Omaha. Yet brothels keep on springing up everywhere like mushrooms after a rainstorm.”

“Tonight, we will witness intrusions—the presence of otherworldly spirits trying to contact our world.”

“My friend says the password is Salmon Pizza. Tell them that if they ask.”

“As for the fish, they were found to be in an advanced state of decay and had to be thrown into the garbage can.”