Bella GH > Recent Status Updates

Yeah I will be taking multiple years to get through this and that's just a cross I will have to carry

Guys maybe things are gonna be ok

It's odd to hear her speak in a chill audio book manner and like she's lovely to listen to and her more passionate podcast/content voice comes out sometimes but it's mostly very relaxing honestly
I like it so far !

What the freak did I just read

The most recent chapter was about Nightmare on Elm street and made everything about that movie make sense and alsooooo devastating conversations about loss of self and loss of friendship and the nightmarish reality of lying and wowowowow

It is so wonderful to like be taught about some of these movies that I haven't seen before like I'm so glad to have even more film knowledge and expand my want to watch list of things I def was not gonna turn on

I love you gay people ! I love you horror fans !

I dozed off on this page a couple hours ago now and it's dark hours now but very excited about this one

It's over but like at what cost !!! I feel the same way I did reading animal farm lol

Jesus Christ this is so upsetting

On the train to Portland and thought this would be a good first read of the trip so like let's see how this goes it is immediately not what I thought it would be like and I feel dumb for not knowing well enough

Taking this in tiny bite sizes because the short stories are so short and so thick and often (thus far) so sad ! But so so good

Switching to the physical copy !!! Thank you Quincy !!!

Girl hell freaking yeah

Either I’m reaching psychosis or this is actually starting to make some sense

Andrey getting back a zest for life (post engagement going freaking rip) was children running about and playing a game of pretenddd
Life is worth liviiing

This is gonna be like molasses and that's ok because it's short stories and this was two and a half of them !

Ok I've made it to part three and do I technically have 24 hours left on Libby ? Yes
But also I do not want to rush finishing this

I'm so slow at reading this and it is also so sad rn and that is making my slowness so much worse

Spoiler(?)
Heartbreaking to have the fearful thoughts about doctors finding nothing rather than diagnosing something awful because just wanting to be believed :(

God it is so insane to relate but also totally not
I love reading lol

Lenaaaaaaaaaa

Most gory book I've ever read like the images are never gonna leave me and they're not even mine

Ive forgot how viscerally upset i get reading this

TW body image?
I understand we're reaching the climax so things need to like go wrong before they can go right but I am so sensitive rn and she is so hurt and confused and blaming her weight and loving her self but hating her body and woah I have to take a pauseeee

WILLOWDEAN IS A LEO oh I live I love I laugh

Im hookedddd

Just barely getting in but so excited !

Vincenttt I am going to be so sad to leave this book I'm going so slow today

Woah so much of young fat Bella is being healed through this it's actually crazy and also like a couple years ago Bella !!