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im will 100% sob because i loved the movie

starting this arc. wish me luck because i dnfed the past three arcs.

guys i have an issue right now.
after finishing the monster trilogy by rk. i wanna read about rai because im in love with her. but i knoww that kyle forces her to have a baby in their duet! and i dont want that😞😞😞

“Did you need me?” she asks in a soft voice.
I adjust my glasses. “No, we’re mad at you.”
“Mad at you,” my son repeats like a good sidekick and even crosses his arms.

awh

The person who comes out of it causes my lips to part.
Babushka…?


that old lady should die.

things are getting too messy that i cant even update with the scenes😭😭

“We’re your children, too,” Karina says in a small, brittle voice. “Why can’t you want the best for us?”
“Because your fucking father raped me!” she screams and turns to Kirill. “You’re the reason behind everything, you fucking devil. Roman wanted me and couldn’t have me, so he raped me over and over and fucking over again until I was pregnant with you.”

uhm i didn’t expect this.

“I don’t know, maybe due to the fact that I want to claw your eyes out right now?”
“How will I look at you if you do that?”

“If you want a tracker on me, I’ll get one this instant, Sasha.”
“Then do it. Let’s see how you feel when I monitor your every move.”
A second passes.
Two.
On the third, he lifts himself off me and sits on the foot of the bed. Then, he announces, “Put another tracker in me.”

damn.

“Very well.”

god i get chills every time he says that

My brother and my friend are sleeping, arms wrapped around each other’s waists and foreheads connected.

i’d die ON SPOT.

It started when I got an upset stomach after lunch. Kirill was extra and said he’d take me to the emergency room, but Kristina said she’d take care of it.

girl you’re pregnant

“I must say.” He pokes her cheek as if she’s a lifeless doll. “You look like this pretty boy Sasha who was Kirill’s guard. You even share the same name.”
“Are you serious?” Rai rolls her eyes. “She is Sasha.”
“Oh. You became a woman?”
“I was always a woman, Damien.”
“Oooh. That’s why you were a pretty boy. Makes sense.” He pokes her cheek again. “You look much better as a woman.”

“Kirill, stay away, I mean it.”
“I won’t. I mean it. You can shoot my other arm and I will walk to you. If you take my legs, I’ll crawl to you.”

damn

“Miss me, wife?”

i dont

She wants to kill me the next time she sees me?
By all means.
Anything for my beautiful wife.

If I die of poisoning, Rai did it.

wouldnt blame her honestly

“I don’t give a fuck.” Anton stares down at me. “Maksim is gay, and since he thought you were a man, he had a crush on you. Now, all his hopes are destroyed. Just like that.”

i hate how men ruin friendships

I tried to explain that Maks is my friend and I don’t think of him that way, but Anton shut me up with, “No. I still don’t want to think about whatever you were doing with Kirill every time he kicked us out.”

….you dont wanna know.

Apparently, Viktor told the family about Sasha’s identity so they know she’s a woman and my wife.

im scared

I take the roasted hand in my shaky one. Ash and burned flesh smudge my skin, but the only thing I’m focused on is the ring burned into the second to last finger.
I rub the top of it, and my heart fucking falls to my knees when the green is exposed.
No.
I remove it with some of the flesh, and Kirill’s stares me right in the face.

well now that hunt the villain is out, i know that this body isnt sasha’s.

The scene is straight out of some Middle Eastern war.

as a middle eastern im not sure how to feel.

God forbid anyone speak ill of any woman in front of Rai. She’ll skin them alive and wear it as fur.

rai supremacy

im scared. i dont think i can do this.

Goodbye, Aleksander Lipovsky. From now on, I’m Aleksandra Morozova.

Karina cried her eyes out and begged me to stay, then when I said I couldn’t, she announced that we were no longer on speaking terms and ran back to her room.

im so upset for karina. they all just end up leaving her.

Her eyes close briefly as she nuzzles her nose against mine and murmurs in a soft voice, “I love you, husband.”

say it back!!!

“Lipovsky, you little fuck,” Viktor continues grilling me with his gaze. “You’re a woman?”
“She obviously is, and watch your fucking tone when you speak to my wife.”

my wife. god.

“You’ll be whatever the fuck I want you to be, Sasha.” I grab her by the throat. “You owe me, remember? You also told me you love me and wouldn’t leave me only a few hours ago. Do you remember that or did you already forget about your promise at the first test?”

hell nooooo

“No! I’m still in your space that way. I will still hear about you and your future wife, and I can’t…I can’t…”
“What do you suggest then?”
Her lips tremble. “End it with her. Choose me.”
“I told you I can’t do that.”
Fresh tears stream down her cheeks, and she lets her hand that’s holding the bottle fall to her side. “Then let me go.”

kirill. dont. piss. me. off.