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I am in love with them in a not so normal rate oh!!I never truly experienced the feeling when you relate to a character and feel like they’re the only one that’ll understand you well happy enough to tell you Lucy’s the first (and obv the only) one to make me feel this way.I absolutely ADORE how she keeps a little quiet space in her mind for Graham then makes him shine through a secret light, she’s so in love.

I’m starting to admire alexis alexandrovitch in a way nobody can understand… he took the quote “love your enemies" a little too seriously and i love it. please is it bad if i pair him with dolly?? I mean, he needs someone who can understand him even if just a little bit💔

i need to read dom juan from moliere for my french class, this wasn’t on my bingo card but i still hope i will like it (even though the only play i’ve ever read was incendies from wajdi mouawad and it was btw the craziest book îve ever read). Moliere, do not deceive me !!

I absolutely adore Dolly. The very second I see a chapter dedicated to her life, her feelings, her children, I know I’ll fight with the biggest urge to cry (out of joy or sadness?? I personally prefer out of joy).
I have a life consuming hope and it is that maybe there’s a chapter about her cheating on st*va or divorcing him I DON’T CARE i want her to disrespect him as this manchild disrespects her.

I have my own copy of this book (which is unusual because i habitually read libraries books) so i’m annotating like crazy! That’s why I don’t share my thoughts in the reading process but this book is MAGNIFICENT. I love Levin🙏🙏 And truly, it seemed insufferable to live with Karenine. Even though he isn’t a horrible person on his own, but his habits of counting every single second…no

Heathcliff is destroying every part of me, I have so little page left to finish the book, but mentally it is impossible for me to do so. I need a peaceful sleep.
He is literally ruined, never lived a single moment of happiness when hatred isn’t the only thing that his heart was filled with since his CHILDHOOD. I can’t even imagine how cruel and awful it was for him to stay that long with this state of mind.

Hareton…my dear boy😓😓

'Well, I'll tell you something!' said Linton. 'Your mother hated your father: now then.'
'Oh!' exclaimed Catherine, too enraged to continue.
'And she loved mine, ’ added he.

OH DAMN don’t expose them like that😂😂

It breaks my heart into million pieces to watch Hareton suffering from his dad’s mistreatment of Heathcliff and cherishing his saboteur…he has no idea of the beauties of the world because of the cruel desire of revenge that Heathcliff feels. This man really is actually determined to destroy everyone’s bloodline and I hate him for it😮‍💨

I like Linton, he’s so adorable and a little weak human, i’m not ready for his fate with Heathcliff at Wuthering Heights…
Isn’t it high key crazy how heathcliff is destroying literally everything and anyone with no exception as if it would heal him?
It seems like an obsession to me…a messy one.

I am dying. wow.

‘[…] I'll not lie there by myself: they may bury me twelve feet deep, and throw the church down over me, but I won't rest till you are with me. I never will!'

Okay, damn. Is it possession, egoism or both of them : i don’t know and seriously don’t want to know…😮‍💨

He got on to the bed, and wrenched open the lattice, bursting, as he pulled at it, into an uncontrollable passion of tears. 'Come in! come in!' he sobbed. 'Cathy, do come. Oh, do - ONCE more! Oh! my heart's darling! hear me THIS time, Catherine, at last!'

Oh, i feel like this book is definitely going to get me closer to the grave…

‘ Take my word for it, that if you are in too great a hurry, you will certainly live to repent it. Tilney says there is nothing people are so often deceived
in as the state of their own affections, and I believe he is very right. ‘

WHAT IS HAPPENING ISABELLE… i was clearly rooting for her and James but looks like something happened with the dance of her and Tinley, girl you’re better than this pls🫠

"There now, I knew how it would be. You men have such restless curiosity!
Talk of the curiosity of women, indeed! 'Tis nothing. But be satisfied, for you are not to know anything at all of the matter."

Isabelle is actually the diva she thinks she is

oh. my. god. (crazy thing happened but I’m very very glad and thankful😶‍🌫️)

seriously…i tried to not feed this thought but how can Boldwood be so selfish? how can he regularly victimize himself to make Bathsheba feel guilty for her to promise him to marry him as an "apology"…
That’s the 100th reason why Gabriel is the better choise

"Don't-don't kiss them! O, Frank, I can't bear it - I can't! I love you better than she did: kiss me too, Frank— kiss me! You will, Frank, kiss me too!"

wrap. it. up.

I can’t explain how much I HATE YOU FRANK for making my indestructible and proud Bathsheba into an insecure and mentally miserable Bathsheba!!! YOU SHOULD CONSIDER YOURSELF LUCKY OF BEING WORTHY OF HER LOVE but preferred getting somehow sick of it and blaming her for marrying you…manipulative behavior

I haven’t upgraded that much, but I’m telling you, her obsession for troy must stop. I can’t!! It’s not fair and I’ll never understand, bathsheba i beg you to come to your senses!! This is not love you’re feeling, you don’t know yet what it is!!

‘ We learn that it is not the rays which bodies absorb, but those which they reject, that give them the colours they are known by; and in the same way people are specialized by their dislikes and antagonisms, whilst their goodwill is looked upon as no attribute at all. ‘

Okay, this is it for today, it is SO intriguing I swear (even tho there is a new male interest every single day…GIVE ME GABRIEL)

´ "Gabriel, will you stay on with me?" she said, smiling winningly, and not troubling to bring her lips quite together again at the end, because there was going to be another smile soon.
"I will," said Gabriel.
And she smiled on him again. ‘

This chapter have hit the right spot I fear…

"Of love as a spectacle Bathsheba had a fair knowledge; but of love subjectively she knew nothing."

I am not even in the half of the book but I already have a odd feeling this sequence pretty much sums up the whole book…

oops i’ve wrote the percent on the page placement

it’s great so far, Gabriel is very interesting, his own way of handling problems is actually quite impressive

omg I almost forgot to talk about George’s sudden light up of his personality!! It was sincerely very pleasing to read how he wanted to live his life and now he does as much as he wants!! He’s right, gotta live that life (even if the woman you love is already promised to another man which is a dumb one…) I love that energetic and sweet side of him!

‘ and George, who loved passionately, must blunder against her in the narrow path.
"No-" she gasped, and, for the second time, was kissed by him.
As if no more was possible, he slipped back; ‘

WOW!!!!This is totally foolish from him and I’m here for it. This poor man is containing himself for so long while watching this stupid fiancé treating his love as an object he was in need of it (Lucy, you are as well)

My lucy being so worried about being the perfect girl for Cecil even though she knows herself he’s far from being perfect…himself. This prince couldn’t care less about her and only sees her as a work of art who should only be beautiful and shut her mouth is so disturbing!I hate how he always spoils everyone’s happiness without even hiding it and makes lucy make up for him!GEORGE MY SUNSHINE BOY BE QUICK.

Okay, this book is finally starting to catch my interest!! So excited to see how George and Lucy are going to manage hiding their feelings in someways for literally everyone around them