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This book has taken me a month to get to this point. I'm going to soft dnf it, and read a chapter a day of it, until I finish it. But this book is not going to be my main book, but it is a good book. I just think it's the headspace I'm in that makes me not want to read it. I hate that my headspace is what is making me soft dnf it bc it is actually really good.

THE AUDACITY OF THIS MAN. If I was in Belle's perspective, the way I would BODY SLAM this man. Also I am so pissed at the other girl. Overall, I wouldn't say I'm liking it (because its nonfiction and no one deserves to go through that), but I find it interesting and regarding it highly, but something about the writing style kinda seems a bit off to me. Can't quite place it. Anyway, this is my first memoir and yeah

I've realized that I'm beginning to like this world when I'm reading it, but I cant seem to find the time to read it. That might be changed now though :)

Day 4: I am not allowed to say anything without spoilers. I do like most of the characters now though. Especially Q. I still don't like Ben. I never have. Doubt I ever will. I'll start part 3 tomorrow.

Day 4: I am not allowed to say anything without spoilers. I do like most of the characters now though. Especially Q. I still don't like Ben. I never have. Doubt I ever will. I'll start part 3 tomorrow.

Day 3: I still don't like Ben. He's still making comments about romanticizing Q's mother. I don't think I can say anything else without mentioning spoilers, but I'm starting to like the other characters. So I'm guessing the 1980s are important here. Lowkey really don't like Ben. No new slurs today though :)

Day 3: I still don't like Ben. He's still making comments about romanticizing Q's mother. I don't think I can say anything else without mentioning spoilers, but I'm starting to like the other characters.

I struggled to read this book today. I think it's a mix between time and lack of caring for most of the characters. I know Margo is missing and I'm interested in that, but it feels like people are stalling to find her. Not to mention, there's another slur to add to the list of what this book has said. The R-slur. Oh well, what can you do? I'm still going to keep reading but I doubt there'll be a very high rating.

Day 1 of reading this book. It's strange. I've gotten into the proper plot of the story but it took a while to get into. I don't know how much I like the main character, Q. I do like Margo, she's cool. I don't like Ben at all. I feel like Radar isn't really relevant to the story just yet and I don't like the use of the F-slur by Chuck. Other than that, I think I'm going to see this through because the writing style.

I like getting to know Adina. She's sweet and I don't mind Makoto, I do prefer Kai and Paedyn more than Adina and Makoto. However, I like Adina and Makoto.

I fear I like this book. Kai is sweet when he's not being an ass. He's very tolerant of Paedyn. Moreso than I would be. I want Ace dead. I want Braxton dead,