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Wow. What a start

Spirituality is building relationship with reality. Becoming friends with the truth. Being content with our place in the world. Living life on life’s terms.

Surrendering to the process today. I’m not perfect and that’s ok. My life is far from perfection and that’s ok. It’s in the realization of imperfection where I will find my next steps. Observation and the act of seeking new life tactics is where I will find the next right thing to do.

Connecting with other people has been tough but I feel like I reached a new level of gratitude for the people in N.A. today. I spoke with many people today and went to a meeting I’ve never gone to before. My Higher Power spoke to me through the suggestions of other addicts today. I have peace. I know I can wake up and do it again tomorrow. God grant me the serenity…

Good shit. I’m learning myself. I’m learning the difference between who I am and how I’m doing. Giving myself grace today. Timeline of recovery is ongoing. If I keep going I can keep peeling back the layers. Getting more comfortable with myself everyday. Learning how to be the most authentic version of myself. And that’s ok.