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my ssri-addled brain pictured the most expressionless face that i could hav while reading /some/ deranged images from the book. there's a lot of horror on things that are not said; my mind did not speak any. LOL. minsan, natatawa na lang aq. is my mind on the right space to read this.

or dahil sa upbringing q i didn't bother any of this.

crying. vomiting. this shi is becoming-impenetrable. house of leaves with actual academic rigor. however the books speaks to me: of how academic reading reverberate every after-reading. u cannot read the same after reading a book. no wonder matt colquhoun finished this book sa loob ng 1 year thru slow reading [and very slow reading IN his post-grad studies. 1 sentence dissection]. will find secondary for now.

tama nga si fischer na may lungkot sa tunog ng burial, evident sa mother sound from maxinquaye. kaya ba hauntological ang tunog ng dalawang album dahil ito ang tunog ng panahon: mga drop-out college students with their casettes otw sa kanilang dead-end jobs. nagbibisikleta sa ilalim ng shade ng skycrapers. impeccable music taste btw.