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Jem is so funny wth

3am yea that’s it goodnight.

‘Jem scooped up an armful of dirt, patted it into a mound on which he added another load, and another until he had constructed a torso.

“Jem, I ain’t ever heard of a nigger snowman,” I said.

“He won’t be black long,” he grunted.’

I’m not gonna read anymore work by fyodor until I finish this work of art of a book lol. Oh how I missed ‘tkam’

65-74
Okay I read the missing pages elsewhere.
I had fomo I needed to know what was gonna happen. So now I predict vasia will die. Although arkadys nightmare was so realistic I felt my heart drop when he woke up, just as it does when you wake up from a nightmare. Okay nvm I love fyodors style of writing im so sorry

48-74.
But 16 pages are missing. Making it 91 total. I hated the book anyways. I actually don’t even wanna read anymore. Fyodors a weird author and now we’ve got Lizankas 10yr old brother getting kissed by Vasya. Great.

“Yes I love her as I love you She will be my guardian angel as well as yours, for your happiness will shed a radiance upon me too,and warm me with its rays.
She will be mistress of my fate too,Vasya
my happiness wil be in her hands,let her
command both you and me alike.My friendship for you is my friendship for her.You two are inseparable for me now;only now I shall have two beings like you instead of one” wth

Fyodor you’re pissing me off now. I beg your pardon. What’s up with you and making everyone love everyone. Stop. “And hoped that Arkady would grow to love her too, if only half as much as he loved vasya” why the hell does Vasyas fiancé want his friend to love her?
And then “arkady was in love, head over heels in love with Lizanka. Vasya thought it terribly amusing and was awfully glad” HUH

34-74
“I have never said this to you before, Arkady... Arkady! You make me so happy with your friendship, I wouldn't be alive at all if it weren't for you—no, no, don't say a word, Arkasha! Let me shake your hand, let me thank you!”
hahaha dead. There’s no way. This has to be the original. I can’t escape people anymore. Even in books.

24-74.
“I’ve always been in love with her, and so i began to comfort her—and then, I really don’t know how it all came about, but she came to love me too”

Knowing fyodor, I know damn well he’s going to end this book in him having Vasya as a rebound and Artemyev return to her fiancé.

But I love the friendship between Vasya and arkasha.
“Thus true worth and virtue conceals itself”

10-74. I can’t take this book seriously. He tells his friend he’s proposed to someone. So then his friend Carrie’s him like a baby and then his friend doesn’t like the joke so he cries?? Haha and then his other friend gets upset that he joked and then starts doing somersaults?
I sort of like How they exaggerate writing. Reminds me of dead poets society.

5-74pgs. again just like the other book, the page numbers don’t line up and I don’t know why.
but I feel like this book will bore me, I’m yet to remember the difference between which ones Akrady ivano (vich nefedvich) and Vasya Shamkov. I keep having to visualise one on the right, one on the left. Then point to each side when the lines change to each character.

I made dirty chai latte and it tastes so ew

107-113 this is why I’d rather read horror than this stuff. Now I’m crying because I pitied Nastenka and the guy, then when she finally agreed to love him and think of their future together and forget the lodger.
Right at the end of their night when he wanted her to look at the cloud crept on the moon, she’s frozen still because idiot lodger “Nastenka! Nastenka! it’s you!” Makes a year late appearance…

“I’d love you so that you’d never feel the burden of my love in any way”

N: “Please don’t cry I don’t want you to cry…I may have something to tell you, now that he’s abandoned me though I still love him”…

“Wait I think I should leave u in peace and go”

N: “stop listen to me, could u wait”

“What for?”

N: “I love him but it’ll pass”

Oh. Great Nastenka. Great.

97-113
“I felt, I knew there was so much love in my heart for you, Nastenka, so much love! And it grieved me bitterly that I could not help you with this love of mine... it broke my heart”
She doesn’t deserve ittttt, she’s happy and wants to hear on about how he feels for her and just omg this is agitating me. I want to finish the book to forget her character. She’s not me. I change my mind.

“You are better than he is, even though I do
love him more." Oh shut up lady. You barely knew the lodger.
“It seems to me that you are sacrificing something for Me” no he’s choosing to listen to you speak about the guy you so dearly love, whilst he so dearly loves you and helps reunite you with the lodger.

I’m on page 81 of 113. Idk why this apps version is numbered differently.
But ohh how I dislike Nastenka now, he so evidently liked her. And she’s giving him the worst mixed signals ever.
“I love you so because you have not fallen in love with me”
“We shall be great friends after I am married, I shall
love you almost as much as him." ??? Huh
“I want him to see how much
we love one another."
Omg leave

Her story is so sad, she’s bound to her grandmother and her only chance out was with the lodger who she so patiently awaited. Poor Nastenka. Personally I would’ve just stopped listening to my grandma omg.
I thought This book was going to bore me but not at all. I can’t wait to read the rest of the other books atp
Yay 8am

“Your hand” said Nastenka
“Take it!” I gave her my hand
“And so we shall begin my story”
Yayyy it’s my favourites turn on her life story, but I’m gonna zzz because 12am and headache so bad and I’m craving a tomato base soup with coriander.
Okay maybe I’ll experiment with shorba hamra and coriander.
Gn me zzz

He tells her abt how he lived his life of loneliness all in his mind, and he was afraid shd laugh at the courage he built to say it, n instead she asks him
“Have you really lived like that all your life?” N when he said that’s how he might have to live on, she objected n said it mustn’t be so, and asked if he knew that it’s not right at all to live like that”
And he cried as he told her he does…
Nawh

I like it. Not love it, but it’s nice. I like the girls character, Nastenka. She reminds me of myself alot with how she acts and responds.

“I have decided to find out everything I could about you to the smallest details. But since there's
no one I could ask, you must tell me every-
thing about urself, all your secrets. Now, what sort of
person are you? Hurry and answer
me, tell me the story of your life.”

There’s absolutely no space for a plot with a good ending. I probably genuinely would’ve stayed in that underground haven with all the food and everything orrr continued to adjourn and then went back there at tbt end of life.
I hate that this doesn’t have a movie, that we don’t know who and why this happened to them and that she hasn’t yet seen anyone.

This is going to depress me.
Can she find someone already, the fact she’s alone and going to start exploring again is so exciting because it feels like she’s taking me to adjourn out for civilisation with her.

She’s going to find people and thhennn die happily ever after

Assisted suicide?? What??? Why couldn’t they just keep exploring and walking. Eventually they’d have to encounter another opened cage surely. But 13+ years of walking would probably send you insane. I feel like they’re going to encounter a new group, but the fact that the count of mankind for them will probably end right there if not

I hate that they built their homes and stopped walking. They were so obviously on earth and the other women who knew about their previous lives, would obviously have known.
But 7 years and no signs of civilisation wth

Omggg when they went down the other bunker, the fact that if the guard wasn’t by chance opening their cage they wouldn’t have been freed rn. Which is why the women in the other bunker didn’t have that chance to get out. Omg I’d be sick at that sight

I might just be the author because how did I guess that the life changing event was their escape from the cages. Her reaction to the outside world considering she hadn’t ever recalled it is such a like vibe of;
You’ve died and are passing over the planes of earth once more, but you recognise nothing of it.
Also their fear of the unfamiliar outside world after being accustomed to the life in the cage.

Ok I’m sleepy again but I want to know what ‘major event’ changed everything for them. I already know they escape, but wonder if that’s the part. Very early on though, I love the narrators mind though.
She’s very youthful witty.
3:21am ok gn me

I want to be in the bunker because I’m so sure I could’ve accomplished something much sooner. It’s surprisingly not even boring yet even though it’s just repetitive with no new information

Okay this is taking me longer than expected…the format in the print I’m reading is formatted in the annoyed ‘research paper’ way

I used to read this years ago in a book store and then forgot what it was called when I stopped going so I never really read it.
But it’s so amazingly structured so far and can be so easily understood in a symbolical sense of how toxic dynamics try to carry out control over oppressed women. With just enough to live, whilst making them prefer death