~Vera~ > Recent Status Updates

Guyssss im knitting the cardigan from phm please help with personal ideas for it

“I struggled to breathe. My heart beat faster. My body knew what my mind couldn’t fully register: I was more than nervous. I was scared.”
AHHHH I LOVE THIS BOOK SM IM REREADING IT RN

21 hours left!!! Not sure how I’ll do this considering I have school on Monday but wtv

Wintergirls finished! Starting The Raft
Getting into some coffee because caffeine is needed.
21 hours and 11 minutes left!!

75% done with wintergirls and I’ve got 22 hours left

Halfway done with wintergirls with 22 hours and 30 minutes left!!! Cracking into the alani now lol

24 hour readathon!!!


The lineup~

The raft-Fred Strydom (424 pgs) reread
Flowers for algernon- Daniel keys (216pgs)
Wintergirls- Laurie halse Anderson (278 pgs)
Speak- Laurie halse Anderson (198 pgs)
Go set a watchman- Harper Lee ( 280 pgs)
1984- George Orwell (268 pgs)

Total pgs: 816

The snacks~
gummy bears
Blue razz tootsie rolls
Pretzel thins
Dark chocolate
Alani and Celsius <3

“How to survive a 24 hour read a thon no glue no borax”

I think I’m in love with someone who
1.has a bf
2. Is gay (?)
Help :/

I need a hug so badly

my tummy hurts [blood is spewing out of my uterus]

My search history fr “how do you get rid of crippling anxiety and depression no glue no borax”

You starve and you don’t talk
You cut and you don’t talk
You smoke and you don’t talk



You never say anything at all

I feel disgusting, perverse, rotten and sickly. And now every time I look at them I feel sick and just talking about it now my stomach hurts

your throat is raw from screaming to a god who isn’t listening

Hi gang so I know this may sound weird but I’m something called an age regressor and it helps me cope with my ed. I would really appreciate it if someone could reach out to care for me as an age regressor because I’m really struggling to take care of myself right now. Much love, Vera <3

Yk it’s bad when your google search history involves “healthy weight for a 14 year old” and “how to lose a pound a day”

All I need in life is Diet Coke

God gave me an eating disorder because he knew I’d be too powerful if I could eat a burger like a normal person
#justgirlythings🎀

I’m in a calorie deficit, what’s a good deficit to stick with consistently so I can lose 10 pounds in 3 weeks?
I will also start consistently exercising after school 4/5 times a week
Gang seriously please help me here I’m struggling hard with losing weight right now

How the hell do people lose weight this shit is going to be the death of me istg

scrolling Ana Pinterest and eating tuna for dinner

I miss my guinea pig holy shit the fact that I’ve gotten so attached to this little goober is INSANE ( he’s the guinea pig In my pfp)
Also my dads gf’s birthday is today and I made her a blind date with a book basket and I hope she will like it
How are y’all doing? Feel free to vent in the comments I’ll respond to all comments

~Currently reading The Poppy War~
~Drinking chamomile tea with vanilla honey~
~getting ready to go do an everything shower~
~listening to lofi~
~feeling sleepy❤️~

Oh my god the freaking QUOTES in this book are SO GOOD

On my way to therapy, currently reading the poppy war and LOVING IT