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heard this book is sad….uh oh🌚

damm bruh😭if only i could love both of you the same time BRUH lowky evil one minute she talking about him moving in theb literally the next second she runs to the other guy then she getting married omg poor guy

well!😭it seems like something badd happen backed then. my ideas before was that kimiko and hana were sisters and kimiko was a bad sister or something. lmaoo now im thinking they was invloved in some crazy like murder thing even thos they keep saying no it not ur fault or so on. seems interesting

idk why im still thinking about like in the first night right where he was talkijg about himself i think. like he refers to himself as a dreamer idk maybe i needa re read it but is it all he feel’s towards himself is protayed in his dreams IDK? bruh🫩🫩am i dumb tbh i think i was just reading and not actually reading that section but honestly really liking the book🥴😆

nice 😆✌️

omg this seems like its gonna be reaallly good i like it 😆

ooo interesting this book so short omg and still and i dont know where its going fully. whys it so short….

is what hes saying hes embarrassed because hes so deep into his thoughs and dreams that when someone like the univted friend it brings him back and like what?he realises hes just living in dreams? IDK but i like the book😭

ahh was very excited to read this dk what it is about
from what ive read so far the main character idk seems interesting and i like the book so far dk what else to say😆✌️

wow this book was truly amazing very eye opening and highlights big issues there is. amazing author. theres so much mire to talk about in this book omg but after finishing reading this book i was like stunned i couldnt think for a few minutes Wow truly amazed. LOL to think at first I wasnt to keen on the book its cos i thought it was a murder book lmaoo but im so glad i read this. omg

We see how strane would say all these things to lessen the blame on himself so he doesnt feel guilty. like when he would say stuff you want this. I only did it because you was willing and so on. he was a big fat pedo he was before he met vanessa too Vanessa didnt do anything. He already was like this and he blames “unfortunately falling in love” as a justification and then he carries on grooming otheryoung girls

Vanessa would paint it as a love story so that she doesnt have to face the truth, the pain. this book truly truly highlighted for me how hard it must be for people who have been through this. A relationship she experienced as love but it was her being exploited. how hard it must be to come to that

and the people who did say something or tried to like jenny trying to do something about it but the school failed to care, because its ‘uncomfortable’ for them. People trying to act like its not a big deal as it’s uncomfortable but look where that leads. This enables it. Also i love how to book shows like for Vanessa how hard jt can be for the victim

hands down one of the best books. You see how people would look over the abuse that happened to vanessa. How the school didnt take it seriously, how her mother like as if she was sweeping it under the rug someething she didnt want to face but that too is extremely damaging. How normalised it is for young girls to talk about it like in highschool the girls asking was he hot? or bridget not saying anything too

“I just really need it to be a love story. You know? I really really need it to be that.”
vanessa🥲🥲

damm why my eye little watery 🥲🥲

ok wth
straight up rape this is crazy
i dont get fullly how she keeps going back to him? what is it? she also resents and hate him but what why is it she keeps going back

so first he gaslights when she comes to his house confronting him then hes undermining what she went through making her feel like shes making it a big deal? making her think that he didnt harm her. He did. him blaming that he had happened to fall inlove with her like it was out of control is wrong. Only saying that cos the guy cant bring himself to admit hes wrong and a pedo. He wants to think his morals are good…

it seems like a shift in the way she is now that shes at home. her obsession with lolita too and older guys. anything to connect with strane.

like vanessa knows yk what grooming is and so on. shes aware what these stuff means. I think its just she finds it hard to fully come to terms that that seriously happened to her. for her she had a connection with him and loved him but that does NOT mean that it was okay. Because he DID obviously groomed her and yk. but its great shes speaking about it to ruby

seriously wasnt expecting that. also when she said “to be groomed is to be loved and handled like a precious, delicate thing.”
theres sooo much to say honestly. Like i think its shown how she cleary knows yk this is like wrong and when back in 2001 when jenny and everyone was saying things about it and she kept denying it cos to vanessa they are inlove, why are people saying its okay we can help you and so on

OMG

also vanessa in her older years. Like the way this has affected her and the certain things she thinks about or does. like with the 17 receptionist like she didnt even care to help or when those girls asked to smoke and i cajt remeber exactly but she would think what would strane think of them? im pretty sure idk something like that but damm its worrying look at how she is and still in denial what happened

omg. that was ALOTTTT damm. i just wishhhed she realise what between them is NOT love . its straight up grooming and manipulation and all sorts of things. Him saying all this will follow you and your gonna be stuck with it, you go in care whatever he says, making it seem if you say something it be so bad for you so he can make sure she wont say something and he can get away with it. So much craziness

EXACTLY THAT “there are things he needs to believe in order to live with himself”. but it isnt cruel to label these as lied vanessa he a weirdoo it should be pointed out😭and this whole darkness thing like they “share”…no its hime taking advantage of you literally grooming

why he tryna reason that he not doing anything wrong. Disgusting. like you filthy waste of space. ALSO😭vanessa happy that her mums happy that her “bf” makes her happy like no your mum THINKS its a 15year old called Jacob NOT A GROWN AHH MAN. no girl no