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Pg18 when I asked my 👥 4th grade teacher how long a paper had to be she said “like a skirt long enough to cover the subject, but short enough to keep it interesting”.

“Here all we can ever be is everything been”

It was true. This was who she was. It was like her body was an ocean, and these feelings would always come and go like the tights. The task was not to let herself be pulled away by one of the currents. The task was to accept that her insides would feel violent and tumultuous at times and to be OK with that to surrender

How much she wanted to be better to do things differently, but change didn’t happen with a single recognition a single step in the right direction. It was messy courage, calm, and gone steps taken forward then back it was bravery laced with fear.

Reveal a sign of weakness in front of others and tomorrow all the newspapers will talk only of your decline.

Hate is a knife without a handle you can’t cut something with it without cutting yourself

What the beach lacks in amenities it makes up for in seclusion

But everyone gets lonely sometimes and whenever that happens, I buy a plane ticket and go to the airport and I don’t know I don’t feel lonely anymore because no matter what happens all those people different, they’re all just trying to get somewhere to reach someone.

“Only a few months ago I had stood in my fishing boat, fending off a bat range demon and haranguing the young men fromfrom Aden about the dangers of the magical world. Now I was trapped on an island of elementals reunited with the supernatural spouse. I tried to kill and having tea with a man who had wings for arms while my crew was being held prisoner by a sorcerer that was all terrible enough.”

“Our hearts may be spoken for by those with sweet eyes, little smiles, and so very many needs, but that does not mean that which makes us us is gone.”

Sometimes the only thing to say about a period of time is that it’s passing and that you’re surviving it.

“ it was beautiful. But it was sad too. Both things and at the same time I don’t know why so much of life is like that”

But in a solitary life, there are rare moments when another soul dips near yours, as stars once a year brush the earth. Such a constellation was he to me.

“ and try to believe that maybe more light shines out of those who have the most cracks.”