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I've been gone for almost five years, cut off from the world, birthdays and Christmases, gone without so much as a call from Earth. … I wasn't crying because I missed home, but … For the years I hadn't seen pass but that now flooded the room like ghosts. I mourned that young boy and girl, whose biggest worry was whether they should reach for each other's hand as they lay on the carpet, staring at the ceiling.

For the rest of her life what she remembered of that morning were the last sights she'd seen through two eyes: the shadows of leaves on the sunny floor, the hair on the backs of her father's hands, the stripe on the doctor's trousers, the handkerchief coming down. Then blindness.

They had both joined the service and, disguised in their uniforms, they could not be told from other people's children [until] they opened their mouths but they did that seldom. The smartest thing they had done was to get sent overseas and there to marry French wives. … They had married nice girls who naturally couldn't tell that they murdered the kings English or that the Greenleafs were who they were.

She loved her son and, loving him, she loved what he was trying to do. …for her to try to stop Johnny-Boy was to admit that all the toil of years meant nothing; and to let him go meant that sometime or other he would be caught, like Sug. In facing it this way she felt a little stunned, as though she had come suddenly upon a blank wall in the dark.

…this was just an undistinguished small-town tragedy, a part of the inexorable snowfall of girls and boys who every day slip through the world's fingers and melt away.

.something told Labadie not to look away, to keep watching, to pay attention…The Fitzgerald slowly pivoted into the five-hundred-foot-wide Superior Entry Channel, then glided between Minnesota Point and Wisconsin Point-the two slender arms of land reaching out from each state, nearly touching in the water.After the Fitz slipped out of the safety of their embrace, Labadie watched her cruise out into Lake Superior...

"There were hardly any weirdos, either, and there can be a lot of weirdos on ships—and this was the seventies! Now this may be the perspective of a college kid, but on the other ships you learned how to keep to yourself. Do your job. Go back to your room. Go to the mess when you want to eat, but don't talk too much.

But on the Fitz, it wasn't like that. It was a really good bunch of guys.”

Which, if this story hasn't displeased you, should make you think kindly of the man who wrote it and, also, a little, of the man who revised it. But if we have only succeeded in boring you instead, believe me, we didn't do so on purpose.

Perpetua:
"Everyone else is doing their best. So will we. Excuse me, but don't you have something else to do besides getting in my way? Don't you realize that we are all trying to save our skin? Do you think the soldiers are coming only for you? You might give me a hand at a time like this instead of getting in my way with your whining and fretting."

But what is history, Don Ferrante would often ask, without politics? A guide who walks and walks and walks with no one following him to learn the way, is wasting his steps. Just as politics without history is a man walking without a guide.

The women vied with one another in congratulations, sympathy, and questions; they exclaimed their sadness at hearing that Lucia would be leaving the next day. The men competed with one another in volunteering services: Each one wanted to stand guard over their cottage that night. This fact inspired our anonymous author to formulate a proverb: If you dont want too many helpers, then try not to need them!

For it was another one of her maxims that, in order to do what's good for a person, the first rule, in most cases, is not to tell them what you have planned.

"Don't be surprised," she said. "When you know the world as well as I do, you'll see that there's nothing to be surprised at. Nobles are all a little bit mad: some more, some less, some in one way, some in another. It's best to just let them talk, especially when you need them. Pretend that you're taking them seriously, as if they were saying reasonable things.”

And she went to put on the kettle
Who knows would she have done it Maybe the kettle was only for tea Life at that time was like walking on a path made of spinning tops You took a step you were spun off one way The next step spun you off another Every moment was the moment when everything changed

She saw herself too, a schoolgirl, wrongness buzzing within her like a bee trapped in a veil, clutching on to her best friend's hand. Tonight would go too, fade away, like white plumes of chemicals into the blue. Her heart let out a sad mewl of grief, as if she were dissolving into the shadows, or the shadows were in her, eating her from the inside out.

She remembered something he'd said once, about how the past hung in the present like smoke in the air, like vapour trails, fading out slowly. She hadn't understood it then but now for a moment it seemed she could see it, literally: Uncle Frank, lying burning in a blue meadow, her mother embedded in the glass windows of the church, coloured light streaming from her body.

That was why, though she still thought sometimes about what Ms Ogle had said, she couldn't credit that these weeks were the ones that would decide all weeks to come. She found it impossible to believe that now, the present, so flimsy and flyaway, whipsawing, switchbacking, should be the image the rest of her life was cast in, when she could barely see herself in it at all.

The utterances of a powerful and evil man are both piercing and elusive.He'll fret and fume at your suspicions of him at the same time as he confirms them. He'll insult you and say he's offended, ridicule you and consult your opinion, terrify and whine, be rude and irreproachable.

"If a powerful man intent on committing an injustice always had to explain why, the world would be a different place."

For here, as in many other instances, there were two opposing customs, and no decision had been rendered on which of the two should prevail. This created the opportunity for a war to break out every time an absent man ran into someone else of the same temperament.

…and the groom left at last, his heart in turmoil. He kept repeating to himself the same strange words. "In the end there is justice in this world." For a man overcome by grief truly does not know what he is saying.

At the time…, this already good-sized village was also fortified, which conferred upon it the…benefit of a permanent garrison of Spanish soldiers, who taught modesty to the girls and women of the town, gave an occasional tap on the back to a husband or father, and, at summer's end, never failed to spread out into the vineyards to thin the grapes and relieve the peasants of the trouble of harvesting them.

I should have gone to bed, but felt that I might never return to this place…The island was a deep, dark green now, the meadows rank with cocksfoot, reed grass, and billowing clouds of meadowsweet that turned silver as the wind passed across it. The island was waiting for us to leave, to become wild again. And, now, I was ready to go home. Like Anna, I had a place to care for, and it was time to go back and do that.

Perhaps islands are like farms, almost impossible to pass down the generations without someone getting hurt. We cannot be what we are and what we aspire to be at the same time, something in us has to die for something else to be born.

Rarely have I seen anyone so absorbed in each living moment. I began to understand the old Norwegian myths about the rocks and mountains coming alive, shapeshifting into creatures that were half human and half geology. This way of living demanded a loss of self, a surrendering to the rocks, rain, wind, and tides. I was coming to see that those tales were about the people themselves.