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i wonder what time would feel like if i was a bird

this is the limit of what i remember. ahhhhhh

*averting my eyes from mentions of mockery* it's going good so far! i'm sure nothing bad will happen

maybe this time i can read the book without falling apart at the seams

once again remembering part of the plot but not all of it or in order has made this part i forgot really jarring... how r they gonna get outta this one??

hiii rini i love youuu

i wonder what this story would be like if they had both picked the right choice, not just the one that felt nice.

love these girls and their situations. unfortunately going the opposite way This Hard will not fix you either <3

boy i'm glad there's more book than this

my eyes hurt so i've got nothing but time to listen. dang everything i remembered about this book is so scrambled around though 😭

wow it's been a LONG TIME since i read this. i remember a lot less than i thought i did. i already know this one makes me want to read the next one, so im just gonna kinda chug along

oh. the uncle is more than a talking point.

more stuff i definitely didn't remember. i don't love the uncle being a talking point at this dinner table, but it's a really stellar depiction of how emotionally immature people will use avoidant behaviors like deflecting and shame to avoid ever feeling shame themselves. but this book isnt about that, either. it's just background shittiness in the grand scheme of things

man.

i dont remember anything of substance about this book! it's wild meeting these characters again

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!

I KNEW IT. I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT

he he he. ha ha ha. what fun we are having here at the e-- why is there more book.

i feel like i just watched a john wick movie. what the hell was THAT

JUST TURN THE PAGE MAN CMON

okay. so we're now caught up to the present, more or less. it's interesting that the narrator's prime suspects are completely different from mine, but his way involves the whoooole family so i'm happy to go along for the ride

well. we're certainly off to a rough start my boy. but the good news is that we can only go up from here. let's maybe do a little better next time ok?

holy shit ive been in hell making a family tree so i can keep track of who's who in this clusterfuck nightmare of family members. im documenting this as the exact moment when i confirmed the birth order of the narrator's brothers bc it was only speculation based on the color of their tracksuits up to this point. what the fuck. this book rules

i need to chew on this book in pieces. but it's good in here. i feel sane in here.