“…I gave up on the idea that I was going to solve the problem of wanting things by sitting alone in my room, trying as hard as I could Not to want anything... I wanted more than anything for solitary despair and self. recrimination to provide me with the tools to build a bright and livable future . never mind, solitary despair had never produced anything for me, but additional solitary despair.”
— Oct 16, 2025 03:21PM
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