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Mumbling something about needing to go home, I climbers into the drivers seat [ .. ].
It wasn’t a lie.
I was going home.
I just needed to find him first.
Because that boy was my home.

oh Dallas 🥹
“I think you love me,” he says. “I think you never stopped,”he continues., “And you want to be with me all the time and you think about me all the time, and nothing holds a candle to how it feels when I touch you. That’s what I think. Because that’s how I feel, too. “

“You can have whatever you want from me, it’s yours. Because I’m only doing life for you.”

“All I could think about was if I didn’t get you away from me, I would end up destroying my world, because that’s what you are to me, Aiof. You are my whole goddamn world wrapped up in one girl. So yeah, maybe I’ve gone about it entirely the wrong way, but all I’ve ever tried to do is protect you. “

Oh, Joey 🥹💔❤️‍🩹
“When I say I don’t love you, it’s the furthest thing from the truth. “

Once again page count is all f’d up on Goodreads. This book still has around 100 pages left and I am definitely not at 90%🫠

“You shouldn’t settle for comfortable,Molloy. You shouldn’t settle for anything less than being in love to the point of madness. The only person that you should be settling for is the person who unsettles you the most. that’s when you’ll know you’re in love which sounds to me like a hell of a lot nicer way to live than settling for someone you have nothing in common with because it’s comfortable.”

the promise of these words is making me cry. the potential they had. FUCK. Cas, what are you ACTUALLY doing here? 😭 the angst reading this book, in chokehold and heartbroken for Jude CONSTANTLY 😭


“No one’s perfect.”
“You are.”

I am not okay. Actually sobbing. Poor Jude. Cas, you twat… 😭😭😭

“You probably think I should have moved on by now. Maybe I should have. But don’t they say that the things that happen to us in the years when our brains are still developing become part of us forever? You happened to me. I grew around you. Then you left. You uprooted yourself, and now the place you grew out is just barren.”

“but Caspien wasn’t like any child I knew. He didn’t speak like one or act like one, and when I was around him I found myself drunk on his worldliness. Intoxicated by the things he might be able to show me or teach me that no one else could.”