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As a moderately charismatic person, I always forget how easily people fall for charisma… this lady is putting on the show of her life to gaslight him into continuing the trial and he’s just eating it up

Treating the clinical trial’s health journal as a diary is sort of insane but i guess he’s so self-flagellating he can’t be real with his friends about anything? Idk like you shouldn’t be pouring your heart out in what is meant to be a medical check-in from a sketchy company

The timeline is a bit of a mess… when is any of this happening

A vague and undefined symptom from the previous phase of the trial couched in a bunch of scientific terms… this definitely won’t come back to bite anyone! Also I think they lied about the diabetes to make him desperate. The mom is fishy too and a proven liar

so he got skinny enough for his tastes back then just to still be miserable inside & unwilling to improve his own quality of life… it’s almost like the weight was never the problem & poisoning yourself to be thin isn’t worth it!! gasp!!! I love when characters learn nothing 😍 jokes aside, this man expects happiness to fall in his lap & he still believes skinny will make it happen… a bit grown for that

being in the head of someone who hates themselves this much is even more brutal than expected

I can’t tell if Jae Beom is a common name or if this author just named her char after a member of GOT7 😭

Ah yes, the Barbie movie strategy of having a char explicitly explain your point about misogyny because your audience may be too dumb to pick it up on their own! Heavy-handed, but given the reading level of this book, probably necessary. I’ll allow it because reading comp is at an all-time low

I know this is meant to tug at the heartstrings but it’s breaking my suspension of disbelief that every person Margo meets is immediately awful to her and her baby… not a single kind or even polite person in a 10 mile radius?

Now wait a fucking minute. Is this Absent Father Propaganda???????? Did Elle Fanning (loml) trick me into reading Absent Father Propaganda??????? I HATE IT HERE

The only thing warm in my heart is the passion & speed at which I want to call fucking CPS

Margo is insufferable!!! you can’t be this dumb & annoying without putting serious effort into it

I fear as a child of a young & not entirely prepared single mother I may have too many opinions to find this “funny” or “heartwarming” like the cover says

This book is sooo much fun. My guesses for the end reveal: Rebecca killed the fiancé bc she wants to be friends with Lexie OR Rebecca was working for Nicole and went rogue OR completely unrelated person killed the fiancé and just wants to fuck with Lexie

Finally, a murder!

Surprisingly little action so far but I’m obsessed with how bad this woman is at making friends

Ngl I think only a couple of mentally unhinged people could break this lady out of her delusions bc whattttt. you would have seen me on the NEWS

Not me getting to the last day of June and having read nothing queer (besides fanfiction). I’ll make it up in Sapphic September I guess 😭

two audiobook loan extensions later…

I swear I don’t remember this much happening during my first read but I guess that’s why I’m re-reading before the next one lol

Remembering now why Charlie’s arc pissed me off, why the one Black char gotta be the one getting chewed up and spit out by every plot device???

This man’s various voices are so fucking bad but his regular reading voice is great so i guess im in for the long haul