Becca > Recent Status Updates

I feel this suffers from middle-book-itis. I'm not sure if I'm bored enough to DNF or just pause for a minute.

Land sakes

It's baked in! The racism, the discrimination, the othering, the extrajudicial punishments and death that we like to make as if it horrifies us but it's okay bc it's safely in the past...IT'S BAKED IN! It's in the bricks. It's in the laws. On purpose.

So many hidden stories. So much racism.

Something about the tone reminds me of a fantasy series by Marilyn Marks. Maybe it's the woman v. dark phantasm of a man theme.

The author says to stop communicating any way that is not IRL or over the phone. He doesn't address well enough for me what to do if you hate talking on the phone or if lots of socialization exhausts you both of which have applied to me since way before I got online.

Was trying to listen to the audiobook. Was getting confused with the names. So now I've rented the print version as well...for subtitle purposes. 😶

Like... I'm aware that a lot of internet-ing is manipulative still actually reading that it is makes me mad/sad. I also think of the moment Ron Swanson threw his computer in the dumpster in Parks & Rec.