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i upped my monthly listening hours on spotify just for this

started this forever ago, then had a reading slump and forgot about it. oops. so time to start over.

so instead of only growing my tbr ive taken up growing my “currently reading” too.
about to dive into acowar for the second time and i am Not ready so. this might be fun to read tonight.

time for a re-read cause i don’t know what else to read despite my ever growing tbr!

well. i still enjoy the writing style, but.. eh. but i’m not even halfway done so maybe it’ll get better!

i am just choosing to distance myself from whatever this book makes me feel when i’m reading it, like… i’ll push the emotions away, i guess? but then i’m not reading it and i realise that even though ive somehow been able to keep myself from crying, i still feel sad.

gosh. yeah. this is so heavy already and it’s.. well. it doesn’t sugarcoat things. so i’m trying to detach myself from all this