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not even halfway and i’m already exhausted. surely, being this nonchalant must be tiring?

my jaw is on the floor 😦

my face:
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ugh i love it when in denial, repressed (and closeted) mmcs cannot control their attraction to one another 🥵

jamie, jamie, jamie now i know why i don’t fw you when i started this :)

i know sen doesn’t have the best circumstances and experiences, but i hate him (so far) 🙂

my boy group/boyband shipping heart is so alive right now 🫡

if 14 year old me only knew what i’m reading now.. she will totally collapse. two rockstars? warped tour?? banter???

the scream i just let out when he volunteered to ‘help’ 😭

what is up with that term of endearment? rabbit 😭 it takes me tf out 😭😭

fuuuuck i’m so tired of chase pretending that nothing has ever happened😭 my heart hurts for you, aven

i need daire to grovel the fuck up to gavin because it’s what gavin deserves 😤

fucking sobbing

i’m ready to cry in cowboy 🤠

wtf this is too funny and already making me chuckle. i think i also have a crush on lake (he had me at ugly baby). i’m sure i’ll fall for ryker’s charms in no time

“yes,” i heard myself say. “i would go back, kieran. if i knew then what i know now, i would find another seat on the train.”

whew. i knew this was angst but not such heavy angst. my fucking heart oh my god.

the pining here hurts me sooo good

“shouldn’t we seal the deal with a kiss instead?”
“i’d rather lick the shower tiles in the locker room.”
“really? cause i’d love to get a taste of your animosity.”

best lines in a rivals to lovers book?
best lines in a rivals to lovers book.

lol i love it when the supposed rival or enemy proposes to their counterpart that they should hook up more

“…but damn a good blow job made for a killer temporary lobotomy.” pls 😭

“Every time I look at you, I’m ruined.”

“All there’s left in me is… is you, and I don’t even know if that makes sense. But it’s you. It’s always been you.”

“Hell, I’ve loved you, in some capacity, for what feels like my entire life. Before I even knew what love was, I’ve been loving you.”

“Every time I look at you, I’m ruined.”

“All there’s left in me is… is you, and I don’t even know if that makes sense. But it’s you. It’s always been you.”

“It has everything to do with you and the fact you’d rather be miserable than be with me!”

“It’s easier, isn’t it? To believe you deserve only bad things.”

i am full on sobbing at 10 am

“I didn’t even come out to anyone but my family until I was in high school ‘cause I was scared I’d lose another friend for it. Or worse, I’d.. I’d fall for someone who couldn’t love me back the way I needed.”

my chest hurts. make it stoooop

good lord this hurts both so good and so bad

"Leanne, like Brendan, was doing psychology. With the fullness of time, Jess had come to wonder at how that course was full of truly fucked-up people."

lol tru

Fine. But tell me this at least: what’s up with the lack of capital letters? Your shift key broken?

terminally lazy.

oh. this is going to be good, i could already tell. just please don't let me down like how simon vs. the homo sapiens agenda did

Girls love each other like animals. There is something ferocious and unself-conscious about it. We don’t guard ourselves like we do with boys. No one trains us to shield our hearts from each other. With girls, it’s total vulnerability from the beginning. Our skin is bare and soft. We love with claws and teeth and the blood is just proof of how much. It’s feral.
And it’s relentless.

“Okay, let me rephrase that. We don’t have access to private jets for authors of tomes about religious history. If you want to write Fifty Shades of Iconography, we can talk.”