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Horrific

I’m on chapter 2 and I’m already scared shitless. I have been in the MC’s position. I have felt the weight of depression and I’ve swallowed pills intentionally like he did.

The comfort of that activity is hoping that the pain will be gone. But in his case, he just woke up to more excruciating pain. In the human world, one could take action to end it but in this world….what the hell do you do?

Padawan was from Obi-Wan perspective about his future as a Jedi and having Qui-Gon as a master.

Reading that was a bit emotional seeing as Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon seemed so well-matched and in sync in The Phantom Menace.

Now reading this which gives us Qui-Gon’s doubt about Obi-Wan is even more emotional. I had no idea they had such a rough start 🥺🥺🥺

The Waco incident haunts me. It’s heartbreaking. Every time I hear the word “Waco” or “Koresh” my heart sinks.

Nope. Nope nope nope nope.

(Still reading cuz I can’t stop)

I don’t know what to think.

Is Brad lying?
Is Brian lying?
Is EVERYONE lying?
Was Kevin a real person?
Did Stevie really die?

Mannn this takes “the unreliable narrator” to the extreme. I literally have no idea what’s going on but I can’t stop reading.