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“at first, suicide was just a word, a vague idea separate from reality. it pointed at a way that other people chose to die, people i didn’t even know. but once the word became my own, it took on the strangest shape. i could feel it growing deep inside of me.”

How often do I lull my seething blood to rest, for you have never seen anything so unsteady, so uncertain, as this heart.