Colton

“It was only natural for Yozo to vacillate when asked about the reason behind his suicide – it was everything to him.”
― Osamu Dazai, The Flowers of Buffoonery

“The prospect of recommencing a life in which there would, again, likely be worries and humiliations does not tempt me. I have to believe that there is an essential motivation in me that is all used up.”
― Henri Roorda, My Suicide

“Over the course of a day my mood often changes. There are moments I forget that I will die. So I smile and hum the tunes that I like. There is still a great store of joyfulness in me.”
― Henri Roorda, My Suicide

“Am I unhappy, or do the hopeless words that I say to myself make me think that I am? It is impossible for us to distinguish our real pains from our imaginary ones. Which is real? Which is not?”
― Henri Roorda, My Suicide