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IM SO FUCKING MAD IM SO FUCKING MAD IM SO FUCKINF MAD OF COURSE THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT HAPPENS GOD FUCKING DAMMIT HOW ABOUT I FUCKING KILL MYSELF

imagine being very close to the end but thinking about reading this book gives you a fucking blood pressure spike. should i give up some of my sanity and good mood today to finally get this thing done?? or should i save my sanity and prolong my suffering for another day?????

i feel broken. but i hope im over 50 percent done. i think this IS worse than acotar actually

i keep saying "this isnt worse than acotar," but i wasnt constantly pissed off reading acotar. but at the same time the reason i am so pissed was because someone recommended this to me in a COMPLETELY tone deaf way. i can't help but to feel so disrespected cause they clearly did NOT care for my opinions at all.

you know, throughout my time reading this, i thought i might give this book 3 stars (theres NO way it would have reached 4). but i am feeling so many feelings and none of them is particularly pleasant. idk. i still might be generous and give it 3 stars since its not worse than acotar (but atp i might rethink my initial ratings for those books)

i fear to think about the fact that this might be the better romantasies booktok has to offer...,,, its not TERRIBLE, but theres GOTTA be something better. PLEASE

the love interest has been introduced and hes been described as having a very sexy deep voice. i keep hearing him as corpse husband in my head. i do not find corpse husband's voice to be sexy.

i finally came across this in the library and it terrifies me. it is a tome of a book. just from readin the first couple of pages i feel like i cannot make it. my soul is leaving my body... god save my soul

i intended to take a bit of a break from the acotar series, but i think that backfired bc those other books took me out of the headspace to continue on. i dont have the strength for it .. at the same time i am morbidly curious .... but not enough to continue...,,,, lord help

i have to speed thru this because i have to return this book to the library soon. can i make it by then??? i feel like im losing my braincells from the heterosexuality im too gay for thi