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if you were wondering what happened to me, LIFE and MENTAL ILLNESS happened to me but also FANFICTION happened to me.
I read so much ao3 ff that it's ridiculous and all about the same two people (like ALL of it) and in a fandom I was never a part of (or had even read the original books to begin with).
Anyway, we're (so?) back

It's so cruel and whimsical, I'm loving it

the update is that i've been reading dramione fanfics even though i was never a HP fan, never read the books and fucking despise JKR (trans lives matter, if u don't agree, get fucked)

This is STUNNING

"IThe othering of sex workers gives all the good girls a boost, something that helps them feel like *thier* lived, *thier* notions of behaving respectably, *thier* gender performance, *thier* church weddings and the subsequent thanklessness of unpaid childcare is somehow okay; rewarding even."

I wanna hug Edie but also grab her by the shoulders and shake her up real well

Me? Reading? Who would have thought

Ruby said fuck the police

The dread i feel whenever i see mentions of weeping willows after reading The Hollow Places 💀💀💀

How i wish i had this in physical format!!!

i'm about to dunk all the books i read since february, enjoy or please bear with me

THIS IS LARK'S DEBUT??? PHENOMENAL

"He looked hard into her eyes." Remember me" he said in a voice both commanding and supplicating."

"Tell me, my beautiful Louvaen," he said in a voice made raspy with days of agonized screaming. "I have no more time and soon no more memory. Give me the words when I'm awake."

positively bawling my eyes out

"How will you remember me?"
I'm going feral

"Still, what he wanted most was a reciprocal yearning, the knowledge that she burned for him as much as he did for her. A futile hope, but he'd lived lifetimes holding onto hope with desperate hands."

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

i can't believe I'm full on sobbing, justice for my girl Alva!!!

finally have my GR up-to-date, I still have some reviews to write but you already know it's chaos-central here!

"And listen, I love myself for who I am, every part of me, the parts that fit easily in this world and the parts that don't, but it's a whole other thing to ask someone else to love me for all those parts, too."

how many times will i cry by the end of this book???

"But sometimes, terrible things happen and our lives are destroyed forever, our borders shrunk to the size of the pain in our hearts, our horizons dimmed."

"P. S. I drew your picture the first morning after I left your apartment. But I promise you, I could trace the lines of your face in my dreams... and I do. Often." KICKING SCREAMING CRYING

"Avirin knows how it sounds. How people think something's wrong with her: heartless, too cold to love, self-centered"
I'M GONNA CRYYY

"He wants to devour that hunger. He wants it to feed his."

MAMA LET'S GOOOO