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“The best is to give up at last / and suddenly feel everything beginning again”

“You don’t realise that most of what’ll happen to you is because of other people’s choices.”

“You wanted to think of yourself as someone who did these kinds of things.”

“Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine. / I couldn't get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time.”

“The moment this fullness of his life would be born would be the moment of his death”

Waterfall for example is not composed of its individual drops for single drops would never constitute a waterfall but drops nonetheless do exist

“The fact is it would be enough if…if I moved at all…providing I simply moved , just carried along walking through the fresh air, I would achieve what I had set out to do”

As long as you keep trying, you are doing something.

Sometimes, when we’re out at the shopping center or supermarket, I’ll catch a glimpse of some dark-haired figure and drift in that direction, my tongue caught, my lungs bucking, and try to call forth his name. But I can’t, and it won’t be him”