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It's a miracle that I'm not dnf-ing this right now cause genuinely wtf is this writing

at this point i only post reviews on goodreads to get validation from mokshita through her likes and comments 😛

stoppp this book is crushing me

“My alien child. My child from me but not of me. My child, made by my blood and my bones, held and fed in my stomach by my muscle and my organs but not like me. Different from me. Alien to me. Kinder than me. Wiser than me. Not going to rip like me. Not going to tear like me. Not to destroy like me. No, not like me. No, please, not like me.”

stopppp this book is crushing me

“I’m in love with you and I’m sorry it took me so long to figure it out. I’m sorry I wasted so many years trying to find someone else, when the only one I wanted was you.”

MY GODDDDDD

“My arm went dead, but I didn’t move because I liked you touching me and I wanted to look after you. Sometimes I think it’s what I was born to do.”

MY GOD

“My arm went dead, but I didn’t move because I liked you touching me and I wanted to look after you. Sometimes I think it’s what I was born to do.”

MY GOD

it’s cute so far but i’m hoping it gets better because i feel like their relationship is lacking a tiny of depth right now

i’m not understanding half the words she’s saying because wtf does “corporeal desire still can’t merge with your spiritual desire” even mean…it’s not that deep like i’m sorry I know these are someone’s su1cide letters but man…

I've never gone this long without a romance book but I wanted to read “serious” books this year (read also: books men don’t make fun of). i was miserable the entire process. I’d been reading this book for days and only managed 17pgs, but I said fuck it and picked up a romance and stayed up all night finishing it. I love romance so much. I love blushing and giggling and smiling at my pages. 💗💗💗

last time i read a romance book was may and ive never gone this long but i wanted to try my hand at reading “serious” books this year (read also: books men don’t make fun of) but i was miserable this entire time. i’d been reading this one book for days and only managed 17pgs but i said fuck it and picked up a romance and stayed up all night finishing it. i love romance so much. i LOVE love 💗💗💗

i had made so many updates with my predictions while reading before i go to sleep but i can’t see them anywhere in my profile now ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

are they BOTH fucking with her 😭😭😭

ok new and final prediction until book ends: her husband did it, he found out she was cheating so when she was at that hotel he purposefully reported her missing then went before her boyfriend or whoever came and attacked her and the reason he didn’t allow for further treatments is because he didn’t want her to remember what rlly happened

ok maybe it’s her husband only IDK GOD

“Ed,’ I whispered. ‘I imagined waking up with someone called Ed.’
Silence. A heartbeat that seemed to last for ever.
‘Christine,’ he said. ‘That’s my name. I’m Ed. Ed Nash.’
My mind raced for a moment. My first thought was that he had attacked me. ‘What?’ I said, panicking.”

NO WAY I READ THIS right after what I said in my last update 😭

i’m still clueless but here’s a very far reaching prediction: dr. Nash is the one who attacked her, which is why he told her that they agreed to not tell her husband because so far her husband hasn’t done anything sketchy or bad but dr. Nash seems too good to be true like what is this dude’s first name even (pretty sure they mentioned it and I just forgot but wtv)

i genuinely can’t tell if the husband and the doctor are good people or not and that’s the only thing driving me to read this slow ass book

this book is taking me so much strength to read rn, it better not disappoint

pls don’t have me dnf this

they’re serving angst, jealousy and miscommunication like their life depends on it

v scared im gonna dnf it again even tho i really am liking the book

restarting this book from scratch even tho i’d already read 14% back in 2022 i WILL finish it this time hashtag affirmation

“Tears blur Marilyn’s sight. It had not been science that Lydia had loved.”
GAHHH I HATE THIS BOOK SO MUCH

WHAT DOES JACK LIKE NATH ?.?!,!???,!??

i WILL finish this book and read the remaining 250 pages before February ends (which is tomorrow btw) #affirmations

“He pushed her in. And then he pulled her out. All her life, Lydia would remember one thing. All his life, Nath would remember another.” i’m beginning to love this book so much