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high hopes, i have not. what i do have is a deadline

i definitely have some different thoughts about this the second time around

"but if you will have me again at the end of all this—even if you won't—i am yours.
for now, i must do terrible, punishings things to keep my people and you safe. come back to me and absolve me of them."

FUCK

if anyone finds me huddled in the dark and chewing on the pages at nearly 2 a.m, i'm gonna need you to mind your own business

nobody judge me but i impulsively pre-ordered book two already

holy shit i'm already obsessed with the book

i think i might hate everard

(80 pages ago)

everard: you can't kill her or detain her, solentine. she's mine

maggie: both of you can fuck right off, actually

(now)

solentine: she's legally my cousin now. get fucked, everard

everard: you actually just made things easier for me

solentine: ...... fUCK

i still don't understand the people that hate pierce. i think those people suck lol

tentatively saying that i actually am enjoying this quite a bit

honestly with as much as i bitch and rage at romantasy for consistently having dogshit world building, it's actually kind of nice to for once be like "thank god the world building has eased up and we now get to an actual plot"

i know fantasy takes a lot to build up in the beginning, but goddamn 😂 begging for something interesting to happen

hm...

the YA vibe continues and i must admit that i am very disappointed

nobody worry about how many books i have started rn. i'm in a weird place

"always alone, and never alone: that was grief."

oh my god 🚬🫩 don't do this, beth brower

me: i can handle reading book 3 again. it's been long enough now that i don't think it'll crush me as much
me, in the last 120 pages of book 2: FUCK!!!! FUCK!!!! I'M NOT READY!!!!!

I DIDN'T EXPECT EMMA M LION TO HAVE ME CRYING IN MY KITCHEN WHILE TRYING TO DO THE DISHES

OH MY GOD

if emma and pierce aren't end game then i will RIOT

haha. fuck.

i'm so fucking excited to finally re-read this *checks release date* a whole 11 years later

why is this so YA 😭😭😭😭

"the history of the world is written in dying bodies and in those who have to pick up afterwards."

"it is terrible to be helpless, but it can be equally terrible to be the one who is supposed to be able to help." (talking about terror and panic)

never getting over what rory says in this scene

"coming up with words and then remembering what they mean is harder than the task merits."

"i like saying, It's fine. it's a lie that seems smaller."

there's something so deeply fucking sad about magos's POV starting with her recounting how she often imagined their sick son dying, and joseph's POV ending with him recounting how he often imagined their sick son living