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just knowing that this is now known bot as hockey rpf and canadian government funded yaoi show makes this a five star read

it's not fantasy, that's just how gay people are

this is what happens when you do the sugar baby thing right

i read this book when i was too young and it made me the way i am. thank god?

when that man said "he could only imagine lesbian with a capital L and as an island in greece" he was talking about me

she really has a lot to say huh

kurikulum za crnogorske studije roda kad se otvore sljedeće godine

once again but this time 😍 the most beautiful edition 😍

let's get some comfort bread while the world is finally ending

“But I wasn’t thinking. I was sometimes dreaming—the foolish dreams of adolescence: of how I should save her life at the cost of my own by some heroic deed, of how she would kiss me on my death bed, of how I should kneel at hers and what her dying word would be, of how I should become famous by writing poems which no one would know were inspired by her, of how one day she would guess it, and so on and so on”

“The first thing to happen in this house,” she said softly, solemnly, “shall be a kiss”

(ja kad me žena prenese preko praga)

last book of 2023, and on my tbr for a decade, arthur, my gay king, i will always love you.

“To je zadatak čovekov - rekla je majka, sedeći ispred ogledala, zagledajući
svoju lepotu, koja prolazi. -
Jednog dana moramo izgubiti onog koga volimo. Ko to ne može da izdrži, nije za
žaljenje, jer nije potpun čovek.”

"Za ovo nije
trebalo "sprijateljiti se", kako to vršnjaci rade, uz smešne i svečane ceremonije, sa
preteranom strastvenošću, kako se čežnja javlja u čoveku kada prvi put želi da od
sveta oduzme telo i dušu drugog, da postane njegovo, samo njegovo. To je
smisao ljubavi i prijateljstva. Njihovo prijateljstvo bilo je ozbiljno i nemo, kao što su
sva velika osećanja, koja su za ceo život.”

“For me, my mother had always been there, and I had never seriously thought that some day, that soon I should see her go. Her death, like her birth, had its place in some legendary time."

“I’m sorry. This is not what I intended to say. What I meant to say is this: You’ll write more poems. They are not lost. You are the poetry.
Yours,
Gaunt


well fuck

“In a perverse way I was glad for it. My own weight loss made me feel tied to her. I wanted to embody a physical warning—that if she began to disappear, I would disappear too.

- this is a hard book to read

here we go ahain

“Neurosis is characterized by the fact that neurotics elevate psychical reality above factual reality, and react just as seriously to thoughts as normal people do to realities.”

*me, a complete neurotic and delusional at that*: ~ whistles ~

“In his forty-third year William Stoner learned what others, much
younger, had learned before him: that the person one loves at first is not the
person one loves at last, and that love is not an end but a process through
which one person attempts to know another.”

❤️

why is every book about people getting good education making me cry

"Ali moram da se osmehnem, jer je so mora u mojoj krvi, i može postojati deset hiljada puteva na zemlji, ali me oni neće nikad zbuniti, jer će se krv moga srca uvek vraćati svom magičnom izvoru."

loooooong.

long

I have been, and I am, battling depression. It is as if my life was magically run by two electric currents: joyous positive and disparing negative - which ever is running at the moment dominates my life, floods it.

thanks to Dracula Daily or the best fucking thing to happen in this god-awful world

"I have powerful physical, intellectual and emotional forces which must have outlets, creative or they turn to destruction and waste (e.g. drinking with Hamish and making indescriminate love)"

she's just like me fr

oh you poor sweet girl, i love you

"You are my doubting
and the lightpoints
in my eyes.

You are every image, and yet
I'm homesick for you."