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“Sasha is the ruin of my house of cards, and there’s nothing I can do to change that. Not even a little. Not even close. And maybe, I’ve finally come to terms with that.”

“Because she’s starting to look like a fucking weakness. She’s someone who can be used against me to put me on my knees. And I don’t do weaknesses. I’ve always been the type to play, never to be played with.”

“When I stare up at him, it’s like I’m looking at a raging monster. I’ve always thought of him as one, but this is the first time I’ve actually been afraid of him and what he might do to reach his goal.”

“I’m lost in a fog I can’t escape. My heart and body attuned to the monster in the form of a man. A monster I can’t resist.”

“If putting my life in this emotionless man’s hands is what I have to do, then so be it.”

“You know how some people are thrown into your path for a specific reason? I think—no, I’m certain that he’s here for that reason.”

“I didn’t know this man. I didn’t know this man at all, and it made me feel awful. More like shit than I already did.”

“I could make it work. When you want something bad enough, you can always make it happen.”

“You are who you are in life, and you either live that time trying to bend yourself to make other people happy, or… you don’t.”

“I feel like I’m floating too close to the sun. It might burn, but it’ll feel good as well.”

“Everything about him is complicated. And the harsh reality is—I can’t stay away.”

“The more he fights me, the deeper my fixation gets. The harder he pushes me away, the darker my retaliation becomes.”

“It was perfect, even if remembering it is bittersweet because he walked out without a second glance.”

“It was perfect, even if remembering it is bittersweet because he walked out without a second glance.”

“She might have fallen at my feet, but she brought me to my knees.”

“Maybe the reason I’ve been fighting this so hard is because I knew it was inevitable… The chemistry of hate was never strong enough to overpower the hunger of want.”

“Because no matter how much he hates me, he still likes what we do in secret. I know he does. And even though I wish I didn’t, I like it too.”

“We don’t have a choice. We have to sell it. For the fans.”

“I’m not what she needs, but she’s who I want.”

“Not very confident I won’t fuck this up, but he definitely needs a person or friend or someone to confide in. Whatever it is, I’ll be.”

“I’m here because despite what you believe, you’re not a problem and you’re not broken. I’m not trying to fix you. I just want you to know that I’m here for you. As a friend, as a person, as whatever you want me to be.”

“It shouldn’t be this easy to fall for the man who came here to destroy me. But I can’t seem to stop it from happening.”

“I’m not strong enough to make you leave, and not brave enough to ask you to stay. So maybe the things I need are things I shouldn’t have.”

“He might not let me say what I feel. I’m not even sure I truly know. I just know I want him, like I’ve never wanted anyone. I need him, like he’s a part of me I can’t live without.”

“Losing Gaia hadn’t hurt. For one, because she’d betrayed me, and because I’d never loved her. Losing Giulia—I wouldn’t get over it. We hadn’t been together long, but in the weeks of our marriage, she’d brightened my days more than I thought possible.”

“Nothing in this world would make me give up Giulia now that I had her. Maybe she wasn’t the mother my children needed, but fuck, she was what I craved.”

“I was glad that I hadn’t listened to my conscience and asked Luca to cancel the wedding because she was too young for me. Right this moment I knew she’d be mine forever.”