Elīza’s Reviews > Matrescence: On the Metamorphosis of Pregnancy, Childbirth, and Motherhood > Status Update

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“I tried again and again, wanting to cry. Her distress felt accusatory. Everyone's stares felt accusatory. My back and torso ached from twisting into uncomfortable feeding positions all day. I decided to pack in the breast and brought the bottle out. She drank happily and I sat there, relieved and ashamed. I was furious with myself.”