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"Month by month things are losing their hardness; even my body now lets the light through; my spine is soft like wax near the flame of the candle. I dream; I dream."
"I see wild birds, and impluses wilder than the wildest birds strike from my wild heart."
"There was a star riding through clouds one night, and I said to the star, "Consume me". "
— Apr 21, 2025 10:41AM
"I see wild birds, and impluses wilder than the wildest birds strike from my wild heart."
"There was a star riding through clouds one night, and I said to the star, "Consume me". "
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cezara
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"To be loved by Susan would be to be impaled by a bird's sharp beak, to be nailed to a barnyard door. Yet there are moments when I could wish to be speared by a beak, to be nailed to a barnyard door, positively, once and for all."
— Apr 26, 2025 12:13AM
cezara
is on page 77 of 240
"I am thrust back to stand burning in this clumsy, this ill-fitting body, to receive the shafts of his indifference and his scorn, I who long for marble columns and pools on the other side of the world where the shallow dips her wings."
"I am the foam that sweeps and fills the uttermost rims of the rocks with whiteness; I am also a girl, here in this room."
— Apr 24, 2025 10:24AM
"I am the foam that sweeps and fills the uttermost rims of the rocks with whiteness; I am also a girl, here in this room."
cezara
is on page 18 of 240
"Now I will wrap my agony inside my pocket-handkerchief. It shall be screwed tight into a ball"
"But we are doomed, all of us, by the apple trees, by the immitigable tree which we cannot pass."
"All is soft and bending. [...] Out of me now my mind can pour."
— Apr 17, 2025 01:05AM
"But we are doomed, all of us, by the apple trees, by the immitigable tree which we cannot pass."
"All is soft and bending. [...] Out of me now my mind can pour."

