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“I take in the claw marks from some wild animal, the back paw he holds slightly above the ground, the prominent bones in his face. He’s come on foot, then, all the way from 13. Maybe they kicked him out or maybe he just couldn’t stand it without her there, so he came looking.”

“I revise my suicide plan to slow death by morphling. […] I’m a couple of days into the plan, making good progress, when something unexpected happens.

I begin to sing.”

“I raise my left arm and twist my neck down to rip the pill off my sleeve. Instead my teeth sink into flesh. I yank my head back in confusion to find myself looking into Peeta’s eyes, only now they hold my gaze. Blood runs from the teeth marks on the hand he clamped over my nightlock. “Let me go!” I snarl at him, trying to wrest my arm from his grasp.

“I can’t,” he says.

“I need your help,” I say.

Haymitch belches, filling the air with white liquor fumes. “What is it, sweetheart? More boy trouble?” I don’t know why, but this hurts me in a way Haymitch rarely can. It must show on my face, because even in his drunken state, he tries to take it back. “Okay, not funny.” I’m already at the door. “Not funny! Come back!”

“But I wasn’t watching Coin. I was watching you, Mockingjay. And you were watching me. I’m afraid we both have been played for fools.”

“All those months of taking it for granted that Peeta thought I was wonderful are over. Finally, he can see me for who I really am. Violent. Distrustful. Manipulative. Deadly.

And I hate him for it.”

“Did you love Annie right away, Finnick?” I ask.

“No.” A long time passes before he adds, “She crept up on me.”

“And it’s not just Peeta; we’re getting Annie out for Finnick, too.”

“Where is he?”

“Behind that screen, sleeping his sedative off. He lost it right after we knocked you out,” says Haymitch.”

“He pulls away first and gives me a wry smile. “I knew you’d kiss me.”

“How?” I say. Because I didn’t know myself.

“Because I’m in pain,” he says. “That’s the only way I get your attention.” He picks up the box. “Don’t worry Katniss. It’ll pass.” He leaves before I can answer.

Man fuck you.

“It’s not until we land in the Meadow that I realize Haymitch isn’t among our company. When I ask Plutarch about his absence, he just shakes his head and says, “He couldn’t face it.”

“Haymitch? Not able to face something? Wanted a day off, more likely,” I say.

“I think his actual words were, ‘Couldn’t face it without a bottle,’”

Oh if you only knew Katniss