سيرين’s Reviews > The Sirah of the Prophet ﷺ: A Contemporary and Original Analysis > Status Update

Alahamdulilah after a long time I’ve started to slowly reading this book again 🙌

(Page 306) I need to take a pause. I can’t consume what’s being said. I’m all in my thoughts. These next three days I’ll be working on my last an most important exam. Trying to read and having anxiety about the exam doesn’t work 😭 sadly I’ll have to take a three day break 😭

😭 on a real note I’m 40% done not 60%. I’m so gaslighting myself. 😭

I’m doing it again 🙂‍↕️ insallah I’ll read to page 400 (63%) currently at page 246. I want to finish the book tomorrow bc I got an exam coming up- why I’m i spending my time telling y’all about my circumstance when in realty I have to read 150 pages or smth. the clock is like 23.52 -guess I’ll have to be up until 2 or smth 😭

Insha’Allah, I’ll be 34% done by the end of the day. I need to note that I’m 34% done so I’ll force myself to read it and not lie 😅

I can’t 😭 I usually never read the foreword, but this time I did—and I ended up crying. And now… I just can’t. The Prophet (ﷺ) 😭😭 I can’t even explain it. My heart feels broken, but in the most beautiful way 😭❤️