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He hadn’t really believed that he’d ever have it. Not for real. It had been a fantasy, a fiction he’d kept tightly tucked in his chest just to have hope things could get better.
And they had.
They really, really had.

“Oh sweetheart,” Ben murmured, and the way they were pressed together, River could hear Ben’s rumble all through his chest. He kissed the line of River’s jaw. “Is that pretty sound for me?”

ohmygod

“Darling,” Émile said, and River flushed warmly at the endearment. “I want good things for you. I wish for you to get what you want. How could I be angry at you expressing your desire for something?”

I JUST CANNNNNNNTTTTTTTT

“It’s just that I feel like—like if someone else was in my place, then yeah I wouldn’t feel bad. If he’d h-hurt someone else, I’d be happy he was gone. But then it’s me and—how can I feel glad that someone is dead? That sounds so fucked up.”

i know i’m only halfway through but this book already means so much to me this slaps so fucking hard like 😭 i wont survive this

Home.
What a concept.

RIVER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

oh émelie and river are going to be the death of me

OMG😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😭😢😭😭😭

he can’t never be happy dawg 😢

“It’ll be nice to see you then,” River offered timidly. “If you’re sure I’m not taking up your time.” The car slowed to a stop in front of his building. “And, um, thanks for the ride.” He reached for the handle.
“River.”
“Yeah?”
But Ben’s expression was soft. “No time spent with you is a waste.”
River swallowed.
“Oh,” he said. “Okay.”