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“I love you. Of course I love you; you’re Wes. You are the only boy I’ve ever loved in my entire life. I think I’ve loved you—without stopping—since you set me on the trunk of my car after prom and kissed me at 12:13.” 🩷 “But how could my chest hurt so much when my heart was finally fucking healed?” 💫 “I can’t remember a time in my life when I didn’t love you.” 🥺

“Being with you has changed the threads of my existence, I swear to God, so now being without you makes everything quieter, dimmer, and duller. So. Much. Smaller. And I fucking hate it.” 😭 “But Lizzie—we are worth the risk. We always will be.” 💘

“I am out of my mind when it comes to you. When I’m near you, the way I feel steals the breath from my body. It’s like I breathe for you, like I exist to exist alongside of you. I know those feelings are probably too big and too scary and put way too much pressure on you, and I’m sorry for that. Truly. But it’s the way I feel. The way I’ve always felt.” I MEAAAAN 😭🦋💘

“And be kissed like that, like he was leaving for war and knew he’d never kiss again.” 😮‍💨 “I feel like it’s cliché to say this as I arrive for a date,” I said, lost in the way her long curls framed her face, “But you are so stunning it hurts, Buxbaum.” ❤️ “I am just Wes fucking Bennett, Lib, the guy who can’t remember a single day in his life when he didn’t love you.” 🥺💗

“If her hands drive me to distraction, her mouth drives me to madness.” 🦋 “I’ve never seen anything as beautiful as the way your lips slide into a smile” 💗

“The dude looks at you like he knows he’s going blind in an hour and he’s trying to memorize every detail of your face” 🥺 “there was never anyone else for me but you” 💗 - “I’d never be sure if she was my type—had I always had a fondness for redheads with green eyes?—or if she’d created my type. She was the prototype. There was only her.” 💫💫

“No one wore lovesick like my Libby.” 🙂‍↕️ “Missing her was normal, like my default anymore, but the way I felt as I pushed the hair away from her face and stared into her eyes was like missing her, but to the nth degree.” 😩

“Did I have five minutes? For Liz? My entire life” 🥹 “Electricity still shot through every cell in my body when she spoke to me, and I was positive that was never going to change. For better or for worse.” 💘

“Okay, so tell me your three favorite things about UCLA so far.” Liz Buxbaum, Liz Buxbaum, and Liz Buxbaum.” 🙂‍↕️ “but anytime she was in my world, I was happier.” 🦋

“I noticed that there were a lot of girls there. A lot, yet I didn’t care because I didn’t see the only one who mattered” 😩 “And how was it possible that she’d gotten prettier?” 🦋