Sally Joe’s Reviews > Girl in Pieces > Status Update

Yah it definitely WASNT a YA and for sure rated R. I mean I’m 17 and do this and still uncomfortable a lot. But again it’s good and I neverrrr wanted to put it down and didn’t unless I HAD to or to gts.

Idk. I’m crazy, broken, need help, and a CHILD OF GOD! How He loves me, I’ll never understand but thankfully I don’t have to!

I mean it’s 3:17am rn. I literally read 240pgs today. Like hello. But idk I think it’s bc it’s all new and only in dire situations that I do it and don’t like talking about it or even saying it. Like ah just no. But it book was for ppl in situations way more extreme than mine. Idk. Ik im giving it 3.5 stars but idk how to feel about it. Like good obvi. But idk. It didn’t convince me to stop ot anything.

Should bc think about it. Everyone is mad and the idiots will call it “selfish” if I do kms. So I do this instead bc it’s hidden and no one will get mad and yah. But trust I’m also DEEP in the Word. I need it so bad. I’m so screwed up. Ik. I have God and I need NEED Him every single day. Especially so I don’t die randomly. But for the book. It’s good. I haven’t read someone that fast in idk how long

Suicidalness big time. Like I mean I don’t have active suicidalness anymore. It’s back to suicidal ideation so get hype I think?!? But I learned that ppl do it and aren’t suicidal. Now that doesn’t make it any sense to me but I don’t want to understand why bc idk it just makes me very uncomfortable. And ik it’s probably wrong especially being a Christian, but I don’t feel as much guilt as i probably->

Different perspective on it. Like I do it bc I want to die SO SO bad and I feel it all throughout my body and chest, so it releases all of the pain instantly (And feels soo good in the moment). But it’s better than killing myself so I’ll take. I mean I wasn’t able to in Ohio once and I just starting hyperventilating on the floor for what felt like forever but I think it was 15 minutes. I do it bc helps w my ->

Um. Idk. I really don’t have that much to say. I obvi chose it bc I can kinda relate to it. Ngl it was kinda really uncomfortable when they just talked about how deep they went and just ah all of it. Like idk. I’m uncomfortable now talking about it. But I mean yah I do do it also but it’s not all over my body. In fact it’s veryyyy hidden, even with a bathing suit. But it was just interesting reading a ->

It’s the same vibe as If He Had Been With Me but not. I can’t explain it