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"He was already here and mistook her roommate for Avery."

Well, there goes the superb plan I guess...

"If you don’t like the way things are going with freak-o in the sack, tell him. Good lovers are made, not born. If you don’t talk about it with him, how is he supposed to know?"

Can Marty be anymore wiser?

“I can’t. I need to go.” I don’t explain further. My eyes are glassy and I turn away before tears drip down my cheeks. It feels like someone is squeezing my heart so tight that it can’t beat. I need him and that’s what scares me most. I'm kinda pissed at Avery but Sean's at fault as well. They're both idiots not meant for each other but tries so hard to make it happen.. :(

“Kiss me. Use me. Take anything you want. I’m yours. I’ll be yours until I take my last breath and think of you every time I see the sky, the sun, or a snowflake. I can’t escape you and I don’t want to. Say I haven’t lost you. Tell me that you still love me." Aww Sean.

Emptiness consumes me and I shiver. I don’t know what to do. I feel so lost. The one place I want to be, I’m not allowed. Sean won’t let me touch him.

Sean must read my thoughts because he holds out his arms toward me. “Come here.” I do as he says and crawl toward him on the bed. I crash into his chest. Sean’s strong arms close tightly around me and he kisses the top of my head. “This is where you belong."

"Everything I touch dies in my hand and the same thing’s happening to you. You were vibrant when I met you, and now I’ve blanched the color from your cheeks and caused you nothing but pain.”

Tears roll down my cheeks, one and then the other. I wipe them away with the back of my hand. “No, I’m serious. Maybe you and I are supposed to be friends. Maybe we’re supposed to be nothing at all. Sometimes a person shows up when you need them most and disappears from your life. Maybe that guy is you. I needed you Sean and now—”

“Here, you fucker. Take your goddamn ring back and never talk to me again. Ever.” I rip my ring off my finger and throw it at his face.