Have you ever read Phantasties by George MacDonald? If not you're missing the origin story of your reading if I'm judging you correctly.
'“I should be ill,' she continued, 'if I did not live on the borders of the fairies' country, and now and then eat of their food. And I see by your eyes that you are not quite free of the same need; though, from your education and state of mind, you have felt it less than I”' - George MacDonald, Phantasties
'“I should be ill,' she continued, 'if I did not live on the borders of the fairies' country, and now and then eat of their food. And I see by your eyes that you are not quite free of the same need; though, from your education and state of mind, you have felt it less than I”'
- George MacDonald, Phantasties