Makda 🧚🏽‍♀️📚’s Reviews > Season Warriors & Wolves > Status Update

“He, too, noticed me staring and offered me a smile. “Jayre is well. Among his beloved. Dragons are lonely creatures, happiest in their nests. He is happy.”

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These chapters are just so beautiful and healing 😭❤️❤️‍🩹

“Relief was strange. Like a lock. It had held so much behind.I could—I could do, think, hope, wish, expect, want, need, crave, desire anything. Anything without fearing it might be the last thing I did, thought, hoped, wished, wanted, needed, craved, desired.
There was a future. Many nights. So many nights I could hold him like this.Without fearing.”

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“We can help other creatures such as us to live without pain or prejudice. Or fear. There might be dozens of realms out there who would welcome magic like ours did with yours. We only have to reach out and search.”
He gave us all a lachrymose smile. “This. I worked all my life for this. I knew we were no curse. I’ve always known it.”

My freaking heart 😭❤️‍🩹

“Thora was right. About the whole soul thing. He cannot kill you and you cannot kill him.” He rested a finger on my chest. “His darkness did not manage to kill you, not entirely, it never touched your heart. And whatever little life you had left in you, kept him alive as well”

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“Tell me something only Nia Drava would know about me.”

“You stole Alaric’s tobacco pipe one night and stuffed it with grass because you bet with Cai that he ‘would never even tell the bloody difference’. You blamed it on that errand boy that kept selling him tobacco”

Alaric shot to his feet. “That was her? It was grass? You let me smoke grass?”

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For the sake of my own mental health, I should pause this and go to sleep. Don’t think I have more tears left rn

“I swayed the two of us, holding onto her for as long as I could. My whole body was numb. Ready to surrender. Holding on just to hold her a bit longer. I cried with her in my arms. Bled with her in my arms. “My love. My heart. My Snow.”

I feel like somebody just plucked my heart out 😭💔

“She put a hand over mine, stopping me from pulling back and mouthed,
“Please. I want it to be you.”
I ached.My soul and heart ached.
Whatever was beyond this life, hell or heaven, I’d never let her part without me.
Pulling a dagger from my holster, I aimed it to my chest, slowly forcing it through my flesh.”

“All I wanted,” I heaved. “All I wanted was to play in the snow like others. To hunt wild berries with ma. I wanted the first blood I saw to be mine, not the first person I killed,” I screamed between cries. “I wanted a sister, not a protector. I wanted a brother, not a mentor. You took from me. You only ever took from me!”

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