mel♡’s Reviews > Kill Switch > Status Update

i love damon torrance, he is the love of my life, my life will forever be in shambles bc he is not real and i cannot have him. there is indefinitely a damon-shaped hole in my heart. i never want to leave the fountain. i will suffer with this pain for the rest of my life.

i wanted to add one last quote on here but there’s too many.

“I knew without a doubt that this was who I would’ve been if I hadn’t become me. If I hadn’t learned to cope with pain in all the worst ways growing up in that house.” 😭😭💔

“I would’ve had no other need than to be good, because I wasn’t so twisted that I needed anything else to be happy.“ 😭😭💔💔💔

“I knew what it was like to have horrible things being done to your body, and to watch it betray you and make you think you’re bad for liking it when you knew you didn’t.” :(((

“The queen is the most valuable player,” I told her, “but to win, she’s not the last one standing. Her job”—I paused, arching an eyebrow—“ is to protect the king.”

i love all the chess references bc i love chess ♟️

“Would you have forgiven me . . . if I’d gone over the side of the tree house with you that day?” BRB KMSING 😭😭😩😩😩💔💔💔💔 WTF

“I feel you. I feel you everywhere. The cloves on his clothes, the fountain on his skin.“ IM UPSET.

“I stared at her, knowing I would never explain myself.” 😭😭😭💔

“My heart . . .” he said. “Shit.” 😭😭😩🥺😩😩😩

“It’s okay. It’s okay. He wasn’t rushing me. He wasn’t mocking me. He wasn’t hurrying me. It was okay if I learned things a little slower. It was okay.” 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩🥺😩

“I would’ve fucking followed him down to the ocean’s bottom and rotted down there, close to wherever he was, because nothing I would’ve acquired after that would’ve been worthwhile without him.” 🥺😭😭

“I looked at the pushpin. I could sleep tonight. If I really wanted to.” :///

“Because pain in the body quiets the pain in the head. It feels good, like a kill switch for your brain.”