Stewart Mitchell’s Reviews > Agapē Agape > Status Update

“…no, no no no, can’t breathe can’t walk can’t stand I am the other. Flight of stairs hold on terrified, into the bathroom the tub the toilet terrified, open the refrigerator bend down and look inside terror just, just terror”

Knowing that Gaddis wrote this in his dying days makes passages like this difficult to stomach. Haunting.