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“Maybe me and you are it in another life, yeah, baby?”
Yeah. Maybe then. But I don’t say that. Instead, I just let the tears fall and hold him tighter.
We only have this life, J.
We only have this one.”

“You’re not who I thought you were either, Lucifer,” she finally says, her voice less angry. More…sad.
My heart cracks with those words.
“Who did you think I was, baby girl?” I ask her, wanting a real answer. Wanting to know where the fuck I went wrong. Why she can’t love me like I love her. Why she will never stop running, and why she’d rather be with him than me.

“We’re toxic together. Nothing but chaos. Lilith and Lucifer were only made for hell. There’s no happy ending there. No chance at goodness.
But Jeremiah?
He’s always been mine. And me?
I hold his gaze as I say, “I think I’ve always been yours.”

“You know I love you. I fucking love you, but not like that.” Her voice breaks on the last words, and her finger turns into her palm flat against my chest as she hangs her head. “I’m not the one to save you, even though I want to. God, I fucking want to.”

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“My face flames with his words, my chin quivering. I don’t have big tits and we both know it. I never knew it bothered him. I didn’t think he cared about that. I thought he loved me…”

GET OUT I FEEL SO BAD