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shitty asf 😝

lots of emotional swings💀

I don’t know 😭

Existential crisisy! :D

Imagine your teeth have been loose for a while, then u decide to bite as hard as you can, and u listen to the sound of your teeth splitting in half or chipping at the sides. You literally hear and feel it. But then you wake up and realize it’s all in your head, and your teeth are all there and nothing has changed.
Everything that happens seems to happen in my mind. I’m living off of my own thoughts and delusions.

Or in short, I’m cray cray and think a lot

Awesome, now that you mention it…

A nerd lol... bookworm... pressure ( on grades )....

picture a stereotypical eldest daughter, then add serve internal adhd so she can’t do work and the desire to have perfect grades despite her learning disability and tie it up with a bow called anxiety !! so fun to be in my mind

Chaotic but in the best possible way 😜

it sux 🥀

🤪 crazy

It feels like constantly having this pressure to always be doing something productive, to be busy and to do it all so fast. To wake up thinking about all the things you need to remember to do and go to bed having this horrible feeling that you forgot something and it’ll be so bad when you realize what you forgot and how important it is, but that thing you forgot never comes, and yet it still haunts you.
Its having unread texts from people you love but mentally you can’t click into them for days and you don’t know why and you constantly feel horrible but you don’t know how to not be anxious and struggle to actually respond
(Holy frick this went way deeper than I meant to go)

insanity with a dash of procrastination but 100% blessed

@bibliophile what is it like to be you?

@Emily I love that and same😆

terrible lmao (so basically constant anxiety and overthinking, loneliness, procrastination, people pleasing, but also being a perfectionist, but also being unable to focus and yeahhhh but that’s just the simplest explanation 😭)

@shiloh I have never related to something more than that (except the text thing since no one texts me lollll)

😂 Fr

kevin ★ [satan’s version] wrote: "shitty asf 😝"

reallll

☆ lizzie ☆ wrote: "picture a stereotypical eldest daughter, then add serve internal adhd so she can’t do work and the desire to have perfect grades despite her learning disability and tie it up with a bow called anxi..."

Why do I relate to that sm (I’m the youngest daughter but still)

Days spent with my head in another world nights dreaming of that other world. Constant in love with someone whether real or not. (It’s super intense rn) lots of time wishing I could hide in a hole.

Overthinking, tired and done with being single😀but also very blessed 😊

Daydreaming when I really shouldn't be because I'm absorbed in all my books and my non existent love life.

Idk being obsessed with whether anyone likes me or not, wanting to get better/heal but also finding some kind of comfort from things remaining the way they are, self isolating at any sign of conflict, disgusting people pleaser, weird relationship with God/religion(sometimes God existing makes sense and then others it just sounds so ridiculous), excessive daydreaming to substitute social contact, and just general existential dread and reading to escape all that 😃🫠

Chat I’m obsessed with your answers. I’m so sad that it’s hard for some of you, but it’s so interesting to know what’s you’re life is like

Feeling like I’m not good enough all the time, and no matter what anyone tells me, I feel terrible

Actually terrible I hate myself and I’d give anything to be someone else💋😝

Bre☾𖤓 wrote: "Actually terrible I hate myself and I’d give anything to be someone else💋😝"

WHY IS EVERYONE HERE SO RELATABLE (also I’m sorry <3)

Imagine this you have a crush on the guy who sits right next to you and right behind u and u guys talk and he teases u and steals ur seat in a friendly way and told u the other day that "i try to talk to u but u ignore me" andddddddd u guys are....................................................................................................................


JUST FRIENDS BUT YOU LOVE HIM AND YOU DON'T WANT TO F UP THE FING FRIENDSHIP

Emotional 😭

@ava BAHAHAH FR THO (thank you ml)