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By Chapter 16, the novel has gone quiet—its violence now an echo that seeps into everything. The father who once prized beauty and intellect now finds himself washing kennels and carrying bodies, and it’s in those silent acts that something like grace begins to flicker.

Coetzee shows that not all feeling is truth—only the kind we’re willing to live inside without turning it into a theory. Lucy endures the real; David abstracts it. One survives through feeling, the other hides in thought.

So when she says, “I don’t act in terms of abstractions,” she’s asserting something radical:
that no conceptual framework can contain or cleanse what has happened. She is refusing to let her experience become another moral parable for her father’s intellectual conscience.

For her, the violence was not symbolic or moral; it was physical, historical, and unfixable. To turn it into an abstraction—“a crime,” “an act of vengeance,” “a test”—would be to deny its immediacy, to appropriate it back into David’s world of thought where he remains in control.

To David, these abstractions are how meaning is made. They belong to the realm of language and philosophy, the tools of someone trained to interpret experience rather than live it. But Lucy has crossed into a world where those tools no longer apply. She is speaking from embodied reality, not theory.

“Guilt and salvation are abstractions.”

Lucy’s words cut through David’s entire way of understanding the world.
When she says that, she’s rejecting the idea that her suffering can or should be mediated through concepts—through guilt, retribution, atonement, justice, or redemption.

Lucy’s refusal to report it is not a gesture of forgiveness or passivity. It’s a recognition of her place within the new South Africa—a place of exposure, powerlessness, and historical reckoning.
When she says, “This place being South Africa,” she means: this is a land where justice cannot be neatly restored, because the very concept of justice is entangled with centuries of injustice.

She intuits something David can’t: that the social order has reversed, and appealing to the police would perpetuate the same hierarchies and exclusions that produced their vulnerability in the first place.
She calls it “a purely private matter” not because she denies its violence, but because she understands that the public sphere no longer offers moral clarity—only cycles of vengeance and humiliation.

Her silence, then, is not submission but a kind of tragic realism. She accepts that she is living in a place where innocence offers no protection, and where even rightful outrage risks reanimating colonial arrogance. Her acceptance is both strength and surrender. She is trying to find a way to live, not to win.

Lucy’s refusal to report the rape is one of the most haunting turns I’ve ever read…philosophy collapses and the raw world begins. Her silence isn’t weakness, it’s a new moral language that her father, the old intellectual, can’t yet speak. He’s a man raised on theory, suddenly stripped of abstraction, trying to name what no longer has words. Coetzee makes that silence louder than any argument.