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“…experimenting with weed and benzodiazepines… He started having sex, smoking cigarettes. It was like being born—there was so many feelings he’d never felt. He’d wasted years with meditation and chamomile. There were all these seasons nobody even mentioned…He wanted to live them all.”
— Dec 06, 2025 01:58PM
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“Eight of the ten commandments are about what thou shalt not. but you can live a whole life, not doing any of that stuff and still avoid doing any good. That’s the whole crisis… The belief that goodness is built on a constructed absence, not doing.”
— Dec 29, 2025 05:35AM
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“He wanted, acutely in that moment, to be not-alive. Not to be dead, not to kill himself, but to have the burden of living lifted from his shoulders.”
— Dec 29, 2025 12:03AM
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“He felt a flash of familiar shame—his whole life had been a steady procession of him passionately loving what other people merely liked, and struggling, mostly failing, to translate to anyone else how and why everything mattered so much.”
— Dec 27, 2025 01:15PM
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“She was Christian but American Christian, the kind that believed Jesus had just needed a bigger gun.”
— Dec 27, 2025 09:31AM
