Em Caissie’s Reviews > Our Wives Under the Sea > Status Update

"The space around, is a claw half grasped holding tight without quite crushing, I wish in the idle way I always wish it these days that I felt more confident in my ability to breathe"
a soul crushing tie to someone, loosing them feels like an earth shatter on your front step. Just getting a grasp on what your life has become feels harsh, some say i'm living but alas im surviving and just breathing feels impossible.

i think it is devistating to see someone who you know all to well go through something so mind altering and traumatic that they change into something you cant even recongnize. Still having love for them, but do you have love for the version you fell inlove? Holding onto the hope they'll "convert back" or do you learn to love this new altered person and change your perception on them?