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As if all that time I’ve been sitting in some sort of growth stalemate and not lamenting the fact that I didn’t go with her when we graduated.
I would have followed Lucy Wolfe to the ends of the goddamn earth.
I was just too chickenshit to admit it.
And now that I know better, I’m definitely not going anywhere.

These aren’t feelings I’ve harbored for anyone else, and I used to think it was because there was something else going on, like maybe I only liked men or wasn’t interested in sex at all.
Turns out I’m interested, but only where Lucy Aberdeen Wolfe is concerned.
I only want anything with her.

When her hand slides closer, her fingers interlocking with mine, I feel I might explode into a million little pieces.
I think this must be what death is like, and I wonder how she’d react if I told her.
Dying doesn’t seem all that bad. Not if it’s like this.
Not if it’s with you.