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better not come to me. my asking you to is a horrible meanness. and why should you burry yourself with me?

twenty years have passed, there’s no calling them back.

simply because he had felt unworthy of her love and had yielded her to his rival..
and all three, pining with mutual magnanimity, kept silent in this way for twenty years, locking their feelings in their hearts. so chance encounter and so fateful for all eternity.

a very learned human and busy with very learned studies.

I made up my mind to put an end to my life. I am killing myself to prove my independence and my terrible freedom

if the laws of nature didn’t spare Jesus, haven’t spared even their miracle and made even hum live in a lie and die for a lie, then all the planet is a lie and rests on a lie and on mockery. so then, the very laws of the planet are a lie and the vaudeville of devils. what is there to live for? how an atheist could know that there is no god and not kill themselves on the spot.

I have no higher idea than disbelief in god. I have all the history of humankind on my side. human has done nothing but invent god so as to go on living, and not kill themselves; that’s the whole of universal history up till now.

I always been surprised at everyone’s going on living. I am bound to shoot myself because the highest point of my self-will is to kill myself with my own hands. to kill someone else would be the lowest point of self-will, and you show your whole soul in that.

god is necessary and so must exist. but i know he doesn’t and can’t.

can you, with your sense, have failed to see till now that all human are alike, that there are none better or worse, only some are stupider than others, and that if all are scoundrel (which is nonsense, though) there ought not to be any people that are not?