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“God, I hated wanting so much in front of him, even when he made it so easy.”

“It’s time for it to be about helping you. You come first right now. You’re most important. You weren’t being a baby. You told me what you need, and that’s a big fucking deal. I’m going to give it to you. Always.”

“You deserve that, you know. To be someone’s. To belong somewhere. To be owned hard and fucked hard and loved hard.”

“This is reality. This is where you belong, this is what you deserve, all of it. Behave, don’t behave, it won’t change that. I’ll still want you. I’ll still take care of you. And I’ll never let anyone hurt you. Now, why don’t you take a shower and I’ll make us some breakfast.”

“Look at that little boy,” he told me when I caught my breath, and I whined and forced my eyes back to the mirror, wiping at my face so I could see. “He belongs here. With me. Right in this bed at night. Right over my lap when he’s naughty. That is my boy and this is where I want him. This is where he stays. Do you understand?”

“I didn’t like being trusted, and I didn’t like being tested, and it seemed like he was doing both.”

“I wasn’t made to feel this good, and I should have known my body would start rejecting it pretty soon, spitting it back out once I swallowed too much.”

“I never really liked being touched all that much, but he did it different somehow, I guess. He did everything different.”

“You deserve all of it. You deserve everything. And that’s exactly what you’re going to get.”

“….but when you got used to nothing ever being real or reliable, it was hard to buy into much. That was exactly why I asked the same questions over and over, bugging the hell out of people, because I could never get enough conformation to make me a believer. But he didn’t seem to mind. Every answer was just as patient as the last.”