Amelia’s Reviews > Alexandra Feodorovna Diaries and Correspondence: Volume 2: Engagement and Marriage 1894 > Status Update

"william must be coming soon on his official visit to ernie. i must say i would not like to be in his (ernie's) place! nothing i hate so much as those visits and dear william does fidget about so awfully!"
this is the kind of tea i wanted from that book about nicholas, kaiser wilhelm and king edward. all their letters abt each other would have been so interesting to see!

interesting that alix dislikes monasteries, i wonder what she thought when ella became an abbess

"surely, life in this world is not one continual sorrow?"
girl get ready

"I don't know what it is, but I feel so depressed all these days, I can scarcely speak for fear of crying and I give sharp answers - it makes me so furious with myself [...] sweety, does it not frighten you to think what a creature you have chosen? You must cure me from these moods, I am a nuisance, I am sure, to everybody, tho I try to hide it." someone get this girl on zoloft stat!!!!!

its so sad when nicholas talks about his sick dad bc i know he will be dead before the year is over!! how sad